Sanctify

Yup my 2nd blog post of my 3 part series!!! haha not very smart to type it at 4.45 am.. but ohh well i will do it anyway ....

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Ok lets c. This title was actually inspired from cell last week. Some qn about how has ur life has been sanctified since u became a Christian. Ya thats abt it. You can guess my answer. Hmm it is... ....... can't really tell. Haa i did not reply nothing much this time tho even if its roughly e same meaning. yup lol.

What a joke. Can't really tell. lol. How can that be, i have been in church all my life, "trained" from young to be holy n avoid sin. Being drilled by my mum to be a super good boy. Avoid any form of evil at all cost. Taught all the correct biblical verses. How can i not really tell? How is that even possible? You mean ur whole life of trying to be holy and good all gone down the drain? You mean tat u have basically wasted all the past 18 yrs of ur life every sunday in church and all u have to show is "cant really tell"? You mean u learnt nothing, applied nothing? Then y r u still even in church wasting your time every week anyway? You dumb or smthing? ZZzzz

........ how do i continue from here. Maybe i gone too far into this, maybe i have given up beyond wad i can bear, maybe i shld have acted blur. Maybe i should have realized earlier its not about the perfect score but knowing Him. Maybe i shld have loosen up abit. Maybe i shld. Just. Maybe.

Haaa. Can't really tell. Hahahaa im still laughing at this. Even right now, its still too late. I may nv return. And all that...... just for "can't really tell". You win, daniel, u win -.-

My road just got lonelier, thx alot.

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SUNDAY POST !!!! =)

Hahaha yea its sunday wad else. Well it was heh. Ya woke up in the morning n "got scammed" at mac, lets just keep it at tat zzzzzz. After that went to find cell for lunch at KFC. Ok i wasn't that late. Then i went to watch expendables at tm 3.10 show!! hahaha when i first wiki that show i so want to watch it alr. Yup was kinda afraid that i will miss it again like the many shows i wanted to watch but missed. So i decided to ps melia for 3pm svc n go n watch movie instead. Ops. Yup finished the show at about 5 lol. Then i went for dinner. Which makes my day...

11.15 am: breakfast
2.10 pm: lunch
5.10 pm: dinner

LOL which makes a meal every 3 hrs. i feel kinda full la lol. But eat anyway :)
After dinner walk back to church since i wanted to go for 7pm. Stomachache so crashed rehearsal abit late. I didn't noe cam 5 was empty if nt i would made my way there first!!! HAHAHA =)

Its worth it to make it there j*** ** * * :):):)

Err anyway guessed chicken rise, fail @ whose line is it anyw_ay game then went for 7 pm alone. Message by pastor p_acer was really good! It was on the cost of following Him and yup its probably things i noe but have "given up" throughout the years unknowingly. Yup the cost is high, i noe, i do hope im willing to lay down. I know i want to =) Maybe i got disillusioned somewhere along e way n it became too tiring but ohh well its time to stop waddling in the mud n get up with His strength! yup!! Met eug at bucks after svc. Good way to relax after such a long day haha. Then went 2 mac after tat n solved an "engineering" qn. LOL. went home after that.

15 weeks to exam!! lol im still on holiday leh. ahhhhh

[Repairing...............]