Made a new blog!

Ya another 1. blogger can kill me now.

But this secret blog stays as secret as far as i noe lol. But anyway, ya thats about it typing this at 5 am lol. zzz too much dota nid to do work. But im playing Luna now lol. hmmmm

Ministry appreciation and quitting fb!!

yay juz came back from ministry appreciation. yup. got 4 members from my team attend :):)

Ya i think it was quite ministering in a way, im really going far far away liao lol.

I'm quiting fb until exam over !!! wahaha finally found the courage to do it. A total quit, clean cut, no RC and Maf ia Wars.

Daniel got a message that on this day, God wants him to know...

... that God has an important purpose for you, and made everything possible for you to succeed.

That's not to say it's an easy purpose, or a convenient one. It might very well seem hard or even impossible, but it only looks that way. The truth is that one day you will look back and see how all the pieces fit together. And how your life has been a complete and utter success.

Haha so well written. always believed that, but recently that belief is shaking. Yup need faith :)

[Pray and ask God, the sure correct "TYS" answer.]

Rest and patience ...

Yooo hello peoplez !! i can tryz to l33tpe4k'd !! muahahaha 111 kekekekeke ! lulzorxed >.<

ok fine im done with the nonsense greeting. Yea its my blogging time again.

Haha i declared Sunday off !! no work shall be done today ... or rather yesterday. yay and :( cuz its monday alr.

Yup i went for cell today. After staying over at eug house on sat. And then lunch b4 going for 3 pm. didn't serve today. so can stay for the whole service. went for dinner after that at astons again, b4 heading safra for dota. lol dota.

That sums up my sunday. Its a rest day so my blog shld rest too :P But i think i will still type alot of long stuff. Who cares ? im reading it heh

So i had a rest day :):):) I have to actually declare a rest day, and there was a huge reduction in guilt for not studying !! Yea means i can sleep after this ... wheee. Now that i have to actually try to rest, it actually takes effort lol ...

Ya i felt like i was burning out, i noe if i dun rest now, i will 'die' nxt week. Most likely i'll say. Yup n i really liked wad was being preached today. On having a God's perspective and man's perspective. Have to really put it into practice, probably wad im losing nowadays. Really, taking the man's perspective is so much easier ...

Yup im really thankful for this life i have now. lol yup yup :)

[ Rest is good. ]

Life goes on ...

Yea life goes on ... happy or sad, for better or worse. lol nothing to do with marriages. But yup, its both a good and bad thing. depends on how u look at it.

Haha yup i woke up today n went 4 cell today ! yup flan was sharing on cell today, about cell. Yup quite alot of people talked, which is a good thing. Yup good to hear diff people on their views. But talk is always cheap, but its the most necessary step, lol life is full of contradictions.

But anyway i had to serve for spdlite later, yup yup got new cam 2 and switcher today !! yea team is progressing :) Haha and the service went really well, better than wad i thought, ok maybe i shld not have said that, like looking down on them, but im comparing it to myself last time lah. hmmm.

Ya and the sermon during spdlite was really good !! Its as though im in sec sch/poly, where sermons really spoke to me. Yup i mean its juz a message on the feeding of the 5000, how He can take wad lousy stuff we have n multiply it. Stuff like He is bigger than us, bigger than all the problems we face. Stuff like sometimes we crumble and make ourselves too small, and not turn to Him. Things i heard over and over again. Lost count of how many times i hear this kind of things.

But it spoke to me, strangely it did. I didn't catch 100 % , but i'm pretty sure pastor's words were directed at me. Yup its funny tho, when i was younger i strive to make Him really big, and now i'm having problems finding Him. lol. I can't explain it, think i passed breaking point basically.

Yup n was asked to share on my ideal cell today by zw. lol i didn't really spell out completely, but i guess this blog is still safe. haha. Hmm ideal cell ?? i would say my previous cell was close to ideal, u noe, when u go to cell u r encouraged, during the week u strive to walk with Him, only to be encouraged further when its Sunday, giving u the strength to carry on, the motivation to seek Him. Now thats an ideal cell, yup yup.

n i dun like playing games, becuz after all im the one that used to.

Yea and life still goes on, ya i realized it just now. So bounded by space and time, life is really too short. God is really greater than all. I guess thats enuff to go thru this life already. yea :)

[ Take me in once again =) ]

The most accurate facebook quiz eva

Daniel completed the quiz "The Real You." with the result Alone.

You are alone. You want to figure things out on your own, experience life on your own, listening to your ideas; alone. No one thinks the way you do, and you're completely fine with that. You can handle things on your own; you always have and always will. If you find a person that tries to pry your emotions out, you don't let them. Your walls you put up will stay there forever. You borderline despair, however, you suck it up. If you let your emotions run, you find that as a sign of weakness. You look at beauty in a different light, it doesn't make you feel any better or any worse. You believe that you should die alone and fulfill your life alone..

Hahaha this has to be the most accurate quiz i have ever taken man. Lol its like EVERY sentences speaks about me, its almost like reading my own character profile. Ya its scary u noe. Maybe the last sentence is not me, maybe, lol.

But yup thats me. lol alone. Im like reading this over and over again, its so me ... this is so win man :)

Guess i juz have to continue, off to sleep, and then its my life "alone" in ntu tmr again. Time to borderline some despair with all the workload i have to do again. But then, yea i will suck it up. I rock rite ???

Hehe. And i really like the 2nd last sentence, about beauty, yea doesnt make me feel any better or worse. Haha been searching for years to put that down in words, now i have already found it =) lol im so apathetic ...

[ xtraxtraxtra ftw! ]