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Hi. Ya liddat lor. Went to prata, starbucks and macs juz now lol. yup yup.

I guess thats about it. Had a good day!! Haha

Ohh this post is so short .... hmm i'm juz happy that i was able to catch up with friends. I dunnoe, today feels ... happier. lol. Somehow, i dunnoe y, i dun feel tired but more refreshed today. Doesn't happen often tho.

[ Lines are hard to draw. ]

..........

You're just a prayer away
No matter where I am
I know in my heart
You're never too far
WHen I'm losing my way
You're just a prayer away
My strength is in my faith
I'm never alone
I'm never afraid
Cause You're just a prayer away

what a meaningful song, every line seems to speak to me now lol. Never too far, never alone, never afraid, cuz He's just a prayer away. Just nid to turn to Him, but we juz refuse to, even though we always know He's there. Haiz ......

Anyway some updates ...

My bro got married !! Haha i won't elaborate much ... but congratulations and lots of :):):):):)

Came back from watching F1, lol the cars look shiny, seriously, but yea it was good to c a real life F1 car move :)

Other than that, ok lor.

zzzzz i dunnoe if i can really live life like that, i dun mind, i know i may have to, n something inside me says i can.

I think i can't let go, which is y i would rather live life with nothing, but then again that will be pointless, but if i dun, then its back to square 1, stupid vicious cycle :(

But now i'm stuck, i guess i have lost the right to choose. I just have to continue, and continue , and some more .....

I know i'm lost, and thats the only thing i know. Does that mean i'm really lost ?? But i dun want to get out anyway.

[ I do not ask 4 sympathy, nor any help, i only ask that u stop judging me ... ] <-- not directed at any1.

Ohh just leave me alone ....

Game Start

Yup game start. Its official.

Im on. Gonna play the " Who is the most no lifer mugger" game. Yup hope i have fun. Tho it doesn't really sound very fun. But i guess i still got to play it. Cuz thats wad im supposed to do. no choice ...

I wanna mug in the can A until 2 am everyday. I wanna use even single minute im not in church/eating/sleeping to mug. I want to spend my whole satudays studying. My sunday nites in the library. I want to limit myself to 10 minutes of resting time when i get home. Better still, juz stay away from home lol. Zzz discipline is lacking. Basically, if i cant be the smartest guy, i want the title of being the hardest mugger (at least close), tho im totally lacking in that aspect now lol.

Haha i still want to play my Luna though. That will add some smileys to my life. :):):):):)

I dunnoe whats stopping me. I hate myself i can't do that. zzz im really disappointed in myself. I should be able to study alot harder. alot harder. Guess i muz carry on, this lonely road, myself, again.

I only ask You forgive me, for i am weak. I really can't, this is simply too tiring. Ohh would Your grace cover me, im really really sorry. =(

[ Start ]

I must finish before the sun rises .....

Wah its 6 am and i am wide awake. Blah supposed to be slping i guess?? But i must finish this b4 sunrise!!! hahaha i must lol.

Ya anyway my lab report , accounting tutorial , and marketing presentation are almost done!!! haha aint i good boi ? Finally getting down to doing work eh?? Zzz im good maybe, but not good enuff, haiz still got to do my research for my project, my assignment on friday havent start yet. And 3 weeks of pure lag to catch up in 1 week. blah still dead :(

But this is not the point of this post. Im here now becuz i miss blogging. zzz now with my sunday nites burnt thx to my project again (seriously i sometimes i question y i enjoy stupid things like that. Its like "hey, that was bad". And 3 years later, Hmmmmm, "lets do it again becuz i can!!". like seriously, wads my prob :X ). Yup. So now i cant blog on sunday nites anymore. So im here lor. Before my blog gets lost.

* a sudden loss of wad to blog abt ............................................................................................................

Guess i blog about... err.. life?

Ohh ya . that. Liddat lor. I really forgot wad i want to blog about. I had like alot of topics b4 this sudden loss of memory :(

Ya life ... hmmm, i lvled to 72 in luna !! 3 more to class change. zzz gaming is abit boring without players. lol but still got player 1, yay. Argh i cant afford to play dissidia. cannot cannot.

Other than that i have been in "camp". lol gonna self declare some holidays alr, monday to friday really feels like ns, stupid feeling. ya has its advantages tho, which im gonna make full use of.

Also got go out initially. yup here and there. dinner juz now at $1 sushi, supper yesterday at 85, went for yahweh before that. And thats all i can rmb with my short term memory now. Ohh ya, and xtraxtraxtra still lives. yup

Haha some things are kinda obvious lol, but still nothing. haha. Anyway, zzz i think i should juz sleep, this sudden loss of memory is too powerful.

Until then, i shall be in church, "camp" and home.

And last but not least, its sunday toooodayyy. yyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaayyy :D:D:D:D:D
Yup serving for spdlite cam 5, hope i dun fall aslp !

[There is no try - Yoda]

I must not stop ...

gogogo ... lol ok wad is this post about ???

Ohhh ya 1 more time !! Yup yup 1 more time ! Haha lets c ... Ya again. I juz have to do it again. Something in me tells me i can, yet at the same time i juz wanna throw everything away and forget it.

And somehow i always persist, you dun give up do u ?? How do i destroy u ? bleah.

Nobody told me this road is so lonely, no1 in sight, totally lost, only to noe that i should keep moving forward. Y dun u stop ? Take a break ? Enjoy the trees ??? ........ wish i could, but i have to keep going, i must not stop ...

For once i felt vulnerable, that i could be destroyed. Ohh well , u must carry on, for this is ur mission in life. To keep going, even tho u felt that ur strength has left u, but still u perservere, becuz its wad u believe in.

Haiz growing up is so tiring, i wanna stop. I want a break. A break from everything. But still, i must not stop, i must keep going, on and on and on .....

Ohh lonely road, where are u leading me to ?? Am i to walk a full circle, only to find that i must walk the full circle again ?

[When the unstoppable force meets the immovable object, they both die from boredom. ]