NO more studying!!!!

haha for these 3 mths at least... maybe lesser. Thank God 4 bringing me thru the exams :)

Ya that is all i dunnoe wad to do for holidays lol. Trying to get used to not studying now. I keep telling myself that i got nothing to do lol.

For a start, i wasted one hour doing nothing and i was happy. No more guilt of not studying! shoik haha...

[ ok. ]

No more

No more... i quit fb, my last avenue of "entertainment".
Yup getting distracted lol. Its my exam period now, and yet im not putting in 100%. Maybe i am, if so i wanna put in 150%. Ya i am greedy :P

So thats it one more week + and then it over and den i can resume living. Its amazing that i have to come to this state in uni for the sake of studying, u noe i nv really thot i will resort to this.

Lets what r the possible no more's i can possibly implement in my life. Ya all for the sake of studying.... this is madness!! :D . ok starting from the most likely one...

1. Computer games (always the first to "die", but its the one thing i will most want to do during holidays lol )
2. Psp ( i used to play psp during my exams last sem. But this sem, no-no.)
3. Going out/movie ( Yup i have even denied myself from going out. Ok i still did go out and exercise once a week, but even that "hurts" )
4. Sleeep ( i hate compromising sleep, becuz i will juz pay back the sleep debt the nxt day. So i did not "gain" any time. And being sleepy in exam decreases my performance, kinda contradicting. Used sparingly for emergencies lol )
5. Random stuff includes facebook and blogging. (yup this is my final post till 27. Already im stepping into a new boundary by doing this. Means now even seemingly harmless interruptions or short breaks (defined as more then 10 mins of not doing essential stuff) are banned. Realised they add up to quite abit. Wonder how im gonna survive lol. )


6. Cell ( There is no cell this week, but this is the line already. If i really have to give up cell for the sake of studying more, means im A: Dead , or B: Not trying hard at all. )
7. Ministry ( Ok i nv think so far as to even do this. If i have to go so far i will start to question y im even studying zzzz )
8. Church ( Giving up church to study more is like ......... i cant seem to describe it, it juz makes no sense if i have to come to THAT state. Ya that will be totally dumb and highly unacceptable behavior for me. A total violation... )
9. Eat \ Shower (Of course we will nv go to this to free up more time rite. Just putting it down as the ultimate lv lol. But ya im finding these activities a waste of time lol. )

Yup thats all the "levels" i can think of. Normally i will only implement lv 1. Serious case upgrade to lv 2. Now is emergency lol. Juz have to keep giving up these things to remain focused. Balanced life is assumed nil for now lol.

I must remain focused. Nothing must get in my way. Yup nothing. May You give me strength, for it will all be in vain without You :)

[I only noe how to eat, sleep, go church and study until 27 apr :) ]

Argggghhhhhhhhh

yyyaaa its week 000000. Heh heh heh. Time 4 war lol :)
spent the whole of yesterday in church!! haha im crazy ehh, while my coursemates r mugging in the mac opp church, im happily serving lol. Ya anyway its a special event, so can la.

Now that my first paper is tomorrow, i have to remain really focused for this month. This is the month i will rmb for years to come, like when i was sec 2..... yea.

Good morning daniel!

Haha or at least thats wad i used to hear when i was in camp lol.... errr nvm.

Yup its great to wake up early. Just great to wide awake at this time lah, i always liked mornings, except the mornings in NS, they r horrible. Haha.

Yea its time to start studying today hehe :)

*edited below at 0705*
Now that exams r coming soon, i beginning to feel abit scared lol. But im reminded once again that He is with me, that He is always in control, and im not ultimately. Yup how nice is that :)

( wanted to type a long chunk on how im juz not following Him blindly, but i guess there's no point in defending that hahaha )

[ I will trust in You ]

zzz i wanted to sleep 1 hr ago

Ya i wanted to sleep 1 hr earlier....
ohh well its time to blog......... hmm kinda lost wad i wanted to say alr lol.

1 more week to exams!!!!! ya ONE WEEK r u still alive daniel??? Yup yup!! i am! lol how come??? err i dunnoe. Ok im not going crazy talking to myself im trying to destress haha.

Hmm think this whole month i will be lifeless. Hopefully totally lifeless. Haha, but b4 going into this seemingly sad state of life that i somehow unexplainably enjoy, i shall talk about other stuff. Kinda like a goodbye thing.

Ya had a relatively perfect weekend!! liddat lor. wad else do i say... Actually on friday i had 2 quizzes in the morning, nv really slp b4 that but shld be ok la. Slept in the afternoon, den wake up go reachlite lol. Went 4 supper. Woke up next day try to study, but ya cannot la started to develop a headache so cant really absorb much. So go and play game lor. Went for dinner at nite. Then sunday lor. Yup leader's hub, cell lunch, 3pm and rehearsal, subway and finally home and managed to take out my notes!! tho i was relatively unproductive. But at least i tried to start.

Anyway the thing is through this fruitless weekend i learnt one thing. Its that we must learn to take things slow. Not trying to be slack, but sometimes, rushing will just cause u to lose the purpose of y u r doing this in the first place. Haha going out off point, but in summary. Life is like eating, if u rush, den u won't enjoy the food. Even if u have the perfect food in the perfect setting. Yup thats a rather timely reminder, now that my focus is realigned once more :)

OK it is now time for exam mode!!!! really this time i'm gonna try to enjoy preparing 4 it... Im gonna mug all day long! Doesn't that sounds fun to u?? :P

[ Hope i dun lose sight of it ]