Sunday, April 3, 2011

4eva is not 4eva i guess :x

My last post here. 'xtraxtraxtra' is officially declared 'dead'. Thats all. I'm signing out. Goodbye.

[4eva is not 4eva]

Friday, March 25, 2011

25++

And so now im 25+++, n thats abt it. I'm kinda lazy

I'm just gonna spam :):):):):):):):):):):)

and trust that all things will work out fine in Him =)

Thank u all for celebrating and/or wishing me happy related/belated birthday verbally/facebk/sms. You all have been most wonderful people n it is a great joy n im blessed indeed =)

Yes i noe my post is late, kinda bz. doing nothing lol

[The Giver of Life]

Monday, March 7, 2011

5 min sunday post

Today i woke up, ponteng cell, met cell for lunch, attended 3pm alone, crashed prac, help out in 7pm service, eat dinner with family then knocked out in bed. yup thats all for my sunday. Simple ain't it? :p

At least it looks simple, therefore i must think really simple i guess. Hahahaha :)

[Just be urself, n keep fighting dude :D ]

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Start?

I have decided to be a good boi. Hopefully n survive till june. Then i'm done n hope some1 will hire (zzz i type fire) me. Thats it, tink i played enuff, so i guess i shld start moving liaozz

[Smoke thru? hahaha! can la! God will see u thru:)]

quote of the year. I juz tink that its full of win =)

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Ok alr?

lolx so today i went to sch, headache the whole morning zzzz. Forced my way to school, only to realize that my class is nxt week -.-

But nvm since at nite got tech gathering, the first of the year.... so yup nothing missed just make my way back ok alr.

Yup went to bedok 85 for dinner. Yea 20 people turn up, 20!! not 5-7 to play MD, but 20 enuff to play soccer!!!!! hahahaha nicceeeeeeeee :)

glad that so many made it. n i guess im the boss now :p

hahaha im really praying for tech to move forward, at least closer to what i have always imagined it to be. The whole tech, not spdlite tech team C only (ok nt very relavant now lol)

Its at least a start!! yyyyyyyeaa :D

[hahaha i forgot wad attending spd feels like alr even tho im the ministry head -.- ]

Lol wad i said on msn, hmmm feels sho stranggeee.... but i hope this time its working out finally! waited so many yrs for this!

Ahh talk too much too early alr. bye :)

Monday, February 21, 2011

All in

Never ever nv nv "all in" in life. Never. Not in a million yrs. Life is not texas poker, once u all in u cant just restart. All in lose means u totally gg, no chance for comeback at all, not at all... Kinda tired, guess im abit lazy to blog..... ohh well.

[This time I will praise You]

Monday, February 14, 2011

ohh valentine's day?

ya i juz realised it yesterday

zzz such a lousy title

i tink 'gg' is a much better title, n ohh my, its alr 4 am.

still dun want to slp, so notti. lol

ok ok lets c.......... havent been studying AT ALL this sem, so far i tink this is the most horrible sem, based on these few weeks, worse than the sem i play dota every nite for hours............................

HAHAHA n im still the 'cheerful' person in uni eh ^.^
i seriously dunno how i do it, i tink others will prolly stressed out alr, i dun seem to care at all.

Lol n to tink so much is at stake, haiz lazy to list them down, that will give myself unnecessary pressure.

Anyway i hope this valentine's day i hope to rekindle my love for my books, You n youus :)

I must stand up, i will bounce back, i promise myself i would. hmmmm so wad is love??

Well it is patient, it is kind, it.....................................

I would say....... love is.... expensive. Well it cost God His only Son. So wad is it gonna cost us. I'm not good with paying haiz n im not that rich tho i may appear quite at times :(

gg im still ard. hi

You can lose daniel. You can afford to lose daniel. You have been losing all ur life. Now stop whining, get up, be a man, and do the right thing (like start studying). Best of luck to you! heeheehee =)

[Love does not envy]
yea i noe, i noe :x

Monday, January 24, 2011

o.O last sem no?

gg.

scary stuff

sch is starting tmr

im gonna die!

help!!!

lolx

ahh this aint no blog of a 24 yr old, but that does change anything, im still gonna die. gg :(

LOL

dun die daniel dun die!!

yup thats my motto for the nxt 5 months of my life. I will survive!!! lol thats it i gotta survive, or die trying....
guess thats all to say for sch lol

went for ministry hub on saturday, they spoke on expected things but nonetheless this got me thinking on ministry...... hmmmmmmmm

qn: wad does ur ideal ministry look like????
hahaha kinda tricky qn dun u think. It all depends wad r the requirements we nid to fulfil as a ministry rite? hmm i noe, but i'd say tech now is currently "lagging". Still using the same system since its formation. But lol its working, but now that things ard have changed, I guess some 'slight' adjustments r necessary. Mostly i feel that many things r not defined, but defining them will make things look too rigid, so have to strike a balance i guess. ahh i could go on, but that wont help....

Not to say im not happy or wad, im actually more than happy, its just that i feel that it can be better. lol

which got me thinking on another point which is when is my time there officially over. Again i would love to stay forever if i could, but i dun tink that is v gd for the ministry overall. I'd say that for people my age our era in spd is over, but i feel we shldn't juz leave liddat. I guess im abit selfish in that sense, i like my ministry abit too much to give it up Lol :):):):):)

nah its definitely not over for me, there's so many things to do, ahh so much more to give.
Anyway its not abt whether our time is over or not, thats not the key issue.

Actually i felt that i lost it for tech for awhile alr, finally after 6 yrs i ran out of "oil". Lol but this yr i will come back recharged hehehe :)

N there goes the last sem of my last yr of study. Yup ending alr... seems like yesterday i juz entered ehhh.... Poly. The firz time i was exposed to engineering b4 embarking on a road of no return, Or is it?

[No matter wad happens, i pray only that i will learn to trust in You =) ]

Sunday, January 23, 2011

u cannot give wad u do not have

Sounds like common sense, but im pretty sure evry1 try to do it. Be some1 else they aren't, try to act etc. etc.

ops thats all very short post bye

[ehhh]

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Not so easy eh?

LOL
now wad.............

ya i just decided to blog cuz i can, u noe 6 more mths n i grad then no idea wad to do. I may end up overworking then forget to blog. So i scared juz decide to spam now hahaha

I actually dam scared. Serious. dun c me like look invincible, homework nv ever do, tutorial nv really ever touch, project reports do the night b4, exams take abt 2-3 days to study in uni (1 day in poly, 3 hrs in sec sch), but actually im not. I noe im not, i really v scared evrything will crash n i will wake up one day with nothing. Just. Nothing. All gone. I very afraid that will happen, i will lose my power, i will enter the workforce n people find out im actually juz a scammer, nvm my "talents". Haiz, im really dam scared, i dunno how long this show can go on...

If i ever do wake up one day with nothing, my only wish is that i did not lose anything im not prepared to lose. I shall lose gracefully.... at least.

Therefore give me nothing, i can't afford to lose :(

Haiz all these uni n work stuff has really destroyed my confidence. But I am invincible... hehehe, from the inside. u cant break me via this method, u will fail, or at least, i will make sure i bring u down with me. lol

yup yup its all getting harder than it looks. But still, but still, i will honor my new year resolutions. At least :)

[My heart faints... for fear.]

Monday, January 10, 2011

Reset

I got reseted, but i'm now lost again. Maybe some sleep will help....

Yup 2nd sunday of the year lol, ok ok its monday alr. Breaking new year resolutions already, zzz i knew they were hard to keep, shouldn't have been so ambitious lol.

I know its not my time alr, hmmmmm 1++ more bonus year pls????

Lol im actually a old bird in tech alr, hahaa so fast i keep thinking im there for only a year only... ya lor i tink becuz i spend so much time as a leader i nv felt like i was truly a member. LOL

yup yup im actually abit lost.... ya.

But got "reseted" here. I got reseted to many place. You can't run away from Him lol. He is always there.

ok ok think simple.
Remain joyful.

Problem solved.

Bye =)

[smilez]

Saturday, January 1, 2011

2010 ---> 2011

heh heh its the new year alr!!! hmm i still in 2010.. lets c wad happened in the ending moments of 2010 firz

rewinding ..............

yea i finished my exams, altho i didnt own the last paper, but i think i should do pretty fine for the rest i think. i hope. lol!

23rd dec went for suki-yaki with matt n campus crusade pple(im not officially inside im juz crashing) in town. Lol, i think for 20+ their standard is quite lousy, but anyway, they have this ice cream cooking thing, which is really fun!! to me at least, alto it seems like work to others :)
Went for cell christmas gathering, lol there is like alot of people. Some lost people came too, hehe. Hmm but like no1 plan game end up play MD lor. Its quite funny how some random dumb games can change the mood like last yr's one, hahaha but thats juz me, i nv liked such things, so its hard for me to be the chief coordinator, i dunno dumb games, lol.

24th dec was christmas eve, eug's christmas party at nite. I promised him i will be there n eat his turkey, so im there lor hahaha.... yup eug finally opened his cluedo set, ahhh i miss playing board games like crazy, but ohh well :x
Grace drove us back n we picked up her sis halfway n decided to go for some random supper. haha.

25th dec is christmas day!! prolly the first christmas i didn't go church. Didn't write cards this yr, n i figured no1 will write for me too. 24 liao leh!!! haha but ya i overslept, n .... hmm i didn't go lets juz say that as i was chilling at eug hse (again!) with flan. Was actually playing dota in e afternoon, finishing up his turkey, movie and mahjong lol.

26th dec is a sunday!!! yea my fav day of the yr(wk actually but nvm). HAHA i went to cell to get a shock cuz there's like so many people there. Turns out another cell is visiting i think. I came at like 40 min late, then left early cuz i was serving for spd, like abit attitude leh. lol. So yup i served for spd yea, i thot they r having some random prog but i guessed not. was switching w connie n we made quite a few random boo-boo's lols, n considering its a comeback team (all back from break). i'd say we r doing pretty fine.
Flan wasn't ard n i dunno y but it felt abit weird to hang ard :( But anyway, i have alr promised the players that i will meet them today! yea haven't seen jeremy in months n sivam twice only lol. Argh anyway we walked ard ion b4 heading to LAN at paya lebar. Lol my phone got hijacked so all the dota request were ignored. Yea played l4d2, dota ai, and spend quite alot of time looking for games to play. Signs of Aging: u go into a lan shop wondering wad to play. All the games u played b4 r actually antique alr n they r not working. All the new games u nv try b4. lol...

27th dec was pretty fine, I went out with alex in the afternoon after psing him 3 times finally. We went to watch tr on ya? in 3D altho half the show is in 2d, abit kena cheat leh, but yup guess its fine. Met flan n eug at nite for starbucks, turns out they were all rather impatient n wanted to dota lol. had wendy's for dinner, bumped into jason with his sec sch classmates, yea they were from my sch i can tell its their class outing juz that i dunno their names lol. Played dota, that walrus is imba i tell u, unless u got a very good cc/stuns.

28th dec gywn asked for mahjong at saph's place, but given that i have my fyp interim report to start, n that i ran ard nonstop the past few days. I decided to give it a miss. Lol turns out i didn't do any report at all, went on msn n all the dota spam came out alr. hahaha

29th dec was meet jonathan day. Yea he nided to go to sch so we decided earlier that we will go sim lim to walk ard in e afternoon. Hmm i had lunch at sakae with my family firz before heading there tho. Walked ard, he collected some intel while i bought a 30 dollars razer mouse for my lappy! :)
Went to his place for mahjong actually, but they decided to change loc to his sis place. Yup we finished at 4 am since it was rather late alr. N guess wad? i havent start on my report. LOL i cabbed back to reach home at 5 haha.

30th dec was the day of the tech outing. Alr promised that they will be a tech outing liao so no way im cancelling it even tho all the other leaders cant make it in the afternoon. I turbo'ed thru my fyp report in 2 hrs, i tink its really crappy but i dun care liao. Slept at abt 8 and woke up at 12. Haha i was super groggy la. But anyway i met lemuel earlier to buy some stuff, got stuck at the ntuc counter for a few "centuries" LOL. Stuck to e oringinal plan n headed to marina barrage to fly kites hahaha :) lisa n joleen bought their siblings and joshua decided to come so the turnout wasn't that bad!! yea its my firz time flying kites hahahaha. Lol out of 3 kites, only 1 made it back alive, n thats becuz it can't even fly in e first place. Flying kites is kinda fun tho might i add haha :D
Esther n szeyin joined us for dinner, ahh yea if nt always only 1 leader ard in video lol. Ate Just Asia the food wasn't that good but i guess its cheaper. Lol wandered ard the town area, took random photos till 11 b4 heading back. Haha!

31st dec the last day of 2010! Guess wad i did..... hmmmmmmmmmmmm after all that activity in the past week.... i....... stoned at home!!! LOL great rite. The last day of the year was particularly quiet, dunno where is evry1 but i got svc at nite. Did cam 1 for the watchnite svc. I was pretty tensed initially. Hahaha seeing the spdlite cells there really brings back memories of how i used to attend watchnite with my cell etc. etc., but i guess its 2011 not 2005 alr. lol. But anyway once the svc start it all went well i guess, even managed to man-pack for pnw, but haf no idea how to take dancers properly lol. Hmm spent the first few seconds of 2011 panning cam 1 HAHA. yup walked home after that, didn't meet cell n i thot got no more bus lol.

Thats 2010 for me :) Set 2 goals for the yr which are 1)studies (2)ministry. I guess i did pretty fine i those areas ehh???? :D

2011 is the last yr of studenthood, mid 20's. Evrything is gonna change man no matter wad i do, i noe, i can tell, the winds of change r moving alr...... I guess there's alot to expect. I guess many things will become different but i shall set 2 goals again for 2011 which r...

1) Become a simpler person
2) Remain joyful always! :)

That is all, 2011 here i come!

[its alr 2011, but i feel like im still locked in 2005, or smthing]