Not so easy eh?

LOL
now wad.............

ya i just decided to blog cuz i can, u noe 6 more mths n i grad then no idea wad to do. I may end up overworking then forget to blog. So i scared juz decide to spam now hahaha

I actually dam scared. Serious. dun c me like look invincible, homework nv ever do, tutorial nv really ever touch, project reports do the night b4, exams take abt 2-3 days to study in uni (1 day in poly, 3 hrs in sec sch), but actually im not. I noe im not, i really v scared evrything will crash n i will wake up one day with nothing. Just. Nothing. All gone. I very afraid that will happen, i will lose my power, i will enter the workforce n people find out im actually juz a scammer, nvm my "talents". Haiz, im really dam scared, i dunno how long this show can go on...

If i ever do wake up one day with nothing, my only wish is that i did not lose anything im not prepared to lose. I shall lose gracefully.... at least.

Therefore give me nothing, i can't afford to lose :(

Haiz all these uni n work stuff has really destroyed my confidence. But I am invincible... hehehe, from the inside. u cant break me via this method, u will fail, or at least, i will make sure i bring u down with me. lol

yup yup its all getting harder than it looks. But still, but still, i will honor my new year resolutions. At least :)

[My heart faints... for fear.]