Yup. And its 2.30 am zzz
Ok went out to watch harry potter juz now! err ya. With flan n pris. Ok la the show. At least they stopped acting like 5 yr olds, got abit of depth. But i still dun really catch much but anything lah... Then grace join us for dinner, and then pris left, find eug 4 dinner, walked grace home with flan and then ate supper with him. Haha nice :)
I think i did it. I finally succeeded. Well ... maybe. so many years, i took so many years. Its like for wad, much longer than expected. But its definitely better now haha, really hope it is.
I think when i get to heaven i will firz have to apologize to many people for all the things i did not do. zzzzzzzz. I'm so limited. Sometimes i wonder wad i could have done lol ...
That is all, blessed holidays ! =)
[dunnoe, dun care, lol?]
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
Another blessed weekend =)
Yea??
And another weekend passed !!!
And so it was saturday. Kinda a struggle to wake up but i did anyway. lol met them 4 lunch. Haha i felt abit like im out of the desert feeling, effects of excessive rotting. Anyway yea had a mahjong session lor, fun fun. haha ok i was the overall winner (formed my firz single colored set! ) , but no money was involved :). You know, i nv liked winning people, its like im stealing something from them, could be their pride, or juz their money :P. But really its juz good company and lazy afternoon lol.
Ok anyway i went back for dinner with family, and then supper with flan and matt! Haha been going out at weird timings recently, like 10+ suddenly go out kinda thing. Ate ah balling at 85, ok. I had this strange feeling that i shouldn't disturb eug on that day, a gut feel kind of thing (didn't sms him at all lol). Anyway after supper matt drove me home, and juz before i reached home, eug called me. ZzZZzzzz y. Tell me im wrong. While i was walking to meet him i was thinking to myself, "tell me im wrong, that im thinking too much". Anyway, i ended up in mac until it was breakfast time. And slept at 5+, i m so not going to wake up for cell tmr ...
And i was right. I failed to wake up for cell, ended up taking cab to have lunch with cell. At least get to c them abit. Anyway i went down for the 3pm rehearsal. ok. Then i served for 3. Today got 7 people!! 7!! almost full str!!! for 3pm its rather rare. Im so happy lah :) So i nv really do much 4 the service. Went for tech^3, got arrowed again, and mind went blank again. Aiya i dunnoe y i always jump to the concluding statement whenever i try to share, then i realise that i missed out the important thing. From then on i get stuck becuz i try to reverse wad i say, and yet it doesnt flow, zzzzzz. Its good to hear leon share haha, really thats wad this thing is for. Different people face different struggles, deal with different things at diffrent points of our lives, but yet we still come together and choose to honor Him by serving, guess thats wad makes a ministry different from a cell, in a cell we more or less group the similar people together. Similar and yet different ....... Sometimes i feel abit inadequate as a ML, its like im abit "far" from them, like i must try to relate to them lah, wad they r going thru, not that i can't, but its kind of far away now, but i would say that was the phase of life i learnt the most, and i really hope i can at least help in one way or another. Sometimes i try to imagine my old sec school self in tech, lol that will b really funny, imagine this quiet emo guy, doesn't talk, doesn't smile, and will probably ignore u. Wow if i have myself in my team i think i will 'die'. LOL. Anyway we were even able to do a production 4 rehearsal, can teach abit of man-pack too lol.
Stayed in church for 7, really feel abit like going 4 double service. Hmm its really different being a congre, kinda missed that recently. Message was on faith, how we should act it out. yup yup. After service ate pizza hut, went to eug hse with jared after that. Played citadels!! The ballroom card is really funny lah. Ultimate killer. Reached home and typed this.
One should nv be too quick to judge. Growing up in a christian home kinda make u judgemental in a way, always taught the "Do not's" and all wrong things u should not do. As a result we become very quick to judge, becuz we grow up in an environment where we too r judged, for no other reason other than these standards have been set on us/ or we set on ourselves. Nothing wrong with being holy for Him, but really, i seriously think that we r being too legalistic here. Who sets the standard anyway ?? Who says we mustn't swear? cannot get attached b4 20? Cannot drink. Cannot go clubbing. Cant smoke, Cant mix with gangsters etc. etc (ok getting a tatoo/ homosexuality is clearly wrong. Those r biblical, no arguement.) Cannot do this, cannot do that. Yup wad results is youngsters becoming double-sided. On sunday they r all good, then weekday come have to struggle with so many things that others won't have to. Sunday come again feel condemned its like u fail some test, becuz of the week that passed, and cycle repeat. Ya recently i realised that wads most important is how we walk with Him. Its not how many rules we can keep, we are failible after all. When we focus on only being holy, we lose sight of Him and actually become like the pharisees, judging people all the time. Its only when we walk with Him do we become holy, its the other way round dear. We always seek Him firz, then the rest will follow. That said, we should live as if in the light, striving 4 holiness.
Ok thats alot of random stuff. The sun is rising soon. I need to sleep. Had a really blessed weekend!! Despite of all that happened. He is faithful always! :)
[And life still goes on.]
And another weekend passed !!!
And so it was saturday. Kinda a struggle to wake up but i did anyway. lol met them 4 lunch. Haha i felt abit like im out of the desert feeling, effects of excessive rotting. Anyway yea had a mahjong session lor, fun fun. haha ok i was the overall winner (formed my firz single colored set! ) , but no money was involved :). You know, i nv liked winning people, its like im stealing something from them, could be their pride, or juz their money :P. But really its juz good company and lazy afternoon lol.
Ok anyway i went back for dinner with family, and then supper with flan and matt! Haha been going out at weird timings recently, like 10+ suddenly go out kinda thing. Ate ah balling at 85, ok. I had this strange feeling that i shouldn't disturb eug on that day, a gut feel kind of thing (didn't sms him at all lol). Anyway after supper matt drove me home, and juz before i reached home, eug called me. ZzZZzzzz y. Tell me im wrong. While i was walking to meet him i was thinking to myself, "tell me im wrong, that im thinking too much". Anyway, i ended up in mac until it was breakfast time. And slept at 5+, i m so not going to wake up for cell tmr ...
And i was right. I failed to wake up for cell, ended up taking cab to have lunch with cell. At least get to c them abit. Anyway i went down for the 3pm rehearsal. ok. Then i served for 3. Today got 7 people!! 7!! almost full str!!! for 3pm its rather rare. Im so happy lah :) So i nv really do much 4 the service. Went for tech^3, got arrowed again, and mind went blank again. Aiya i dunnoe y i always jump to the concluding statement whenever i try to share, then i realise that i missed out the important thing. From then on i get stuck becuz i try to reverse wad i say, and yet it doesnt flow, zzzzzz. Its good to hear leon share haha, really thats wad this thing is for. Different people face different struggles, deal with different things at diffrent points of our lives, but yet we still come together and choose to honor Him by serving, guess thats wad makes a ministry different from a cell, in a cell we more or less group the similar people together. Similar and yet different ....... Sometimes i feel abit inadequate as a ML, its like im abit "far" from them, like i must try to relate to them lah, wad they r going thru, not that i can't, but its kind of far away now, but i would say that was the phase of life i learnt the most, and i really hope i can at least help in one way or another. Sometimes i try to imagine my old sec school self in tech, lol that will b really funny, imagine this quiet emo guy, doesn't talk, doesn't smile, and will probably ignore u. Wow if i have myself in my team i think i will 'die'. LOL. Anyway we were even able to do a production 4 rehearsal, can teach abit of man-pack too lol.
Stayed in church for 7, really feel abit like going 4 double service. Hmm its really different being a congre, kinda missed that recently. Message was on faith, how we should act it out. yup yup. After service ate pizza hut, went to eug hse with jared after that. Played citadels!! The ballroom card is really funny lah. Ultimate killer. Reached home and typed this.
One should nv be too quick to judge. Growing up in a christian home kinda make u judgemental in a way, always taught the "Do not's" and all wrong things u should not do. As a result we become very quick to judge, becuz we grow up in an environment where we too r judged, for no other reason other than these standards have been set on us/ or we set on ourselves. Nothing wrong with being holy for Him, but really, i seriously think that we r being too legalistic here. Who sets the standard anyway ?? Who says we mustn't swear? cannot get attached b4 20? Cannot drink. Cannot go clubbing. Cant smoke, Cant mix with gangsters etc. etc (ok getting a tatoo/ homosexuality is clearly wrong. Those r biblical, no arguement.) Cannot do this, cannot do that. Yup wad results is youngsters becoming double-sided. On sunday they r all good, then weekday come have to struggle with so many things that others won't have to. Sunday come again feel condemned its like u fail some test, becuz of the week that passed, and cycle repeat. Ya recently i realised that wads most important is how we walk with Him. Its not how many rules we can keep, we are failible after all. When we focus on only being holy, we lose sight of Him and actually become like the pharisees, judging people all the time. Its only when we walk with Him do we become holy, its the other way round dear. We always seek Him firz, then the rest will follow. That said, we should live as if in the light, striving 4 holiness.
Ok thats alot of random stuff. The sun is rising soon. I need to sleep. Had a really blessed weekend!! Despite of all that happened. He is faithful always! :)
[And life still goes on.]
Saturday, July 25, 2009
I must type this post...
ok ok its 3.30 am now and im awake.... zzz keep telling myself i must blog. Y is time passing so quickly :(
p.s : This is a very long naggy post. You have been warned, the boss W.O.T will pwn j00.
Hmm i "had" (keyword) many things i think. But at this time, i wonder how long i can last.
Anyway, some updates. Im still on holidays!!! And im still alive!! Haha yup cuz i have been rotting furiously at home doing nothing in particular at all. I wake up everyday wondering if im gonna do nothing today, n im right. So yea im still alive. I feel like im preparing 4 my retirement lah, living life liddat, haha.
Yea i found my necklace today, added 25 dex to my shoes, 25 str to my armor yesterday, made my lv 55 accesories, killed more den 80 people in ge4r quest, farmed more gold in rc. And wondered where the rest of the day go to lol. I can't wait to retire alr, can live life liddat everyday, who cares about travelling around the world, lol. So basically, to sum up everything, i did nothing, ok??? happy now? i did nothing. Nothing at all. NOTHING. BLOODY NOTHING, NOT A single second was well-spent. BUT I LIKE IT. i like ok. ok???? can????????
Ops sorry 4 all the caps. And I spent my day doing nothing hahahahaha :)
Been thinking abit recently, due to my hermit lifestyle, not stepping beyond tampines central since tuesday. Also no1 to really play game with me. So i ended being kinda free, but i still feel busy!!! lol. Nah, actually im juz plain lazy, i dun feel like going out oso, so im a happy rotter. Got sick of going out, trying to plan outings, meeting people, trying to act friendly, trying to act like i somehow care, got sick of this damn show zzz , i like my home. So yea thx to all for not asking me anything, and hope u dun ask me to plan anything, becuz im seriously too lazy, juz let me off. If u want to meet me, u can always 'summon' me via sms or handphone. Thank you for ur kind cooperation.
After talking all that rubbish, i havent start yet. As i was saying, the cats n rabbits issue, seriously, im on the verge of giving up. Its really unfair to us rabbits, we got hit bad basically. The least u can do is to leave us alone. Maybe its juz us all growing older and transiting at the same time, but really, if u dun wanna help, or if u r juz pretending, then please leave us alone. Its kinda painful really. and really sad =( Like 1 unhappy face is not enuff to describe it. Maybe u r geniune, maybe u do it all out of goodwill, but really (my fav phrase 4 this post :P ), its eating us inside, external 'repair' is just temporal, and internal 'repair' is juz impossible. Haiz, y must there be this divide, really stupid, but wad can i do, but complain only, im a rabbit after all. Too late.. Too late.. Must we all turn to cats ??? :(
Which leads me to another conclusion... That is we live life for ourselves!! (Wah potential blasphemy) Ok figure of speech only, i live 4 Him, a life living for only myself is not worth living at all. Think its just me, but i hate it. I hate this stupid world standards, i hate how people judge me 4 no other reason but simply becuz they can, I hate how i must somehow fit in juz becuz i have to, really, has any1 ever thought about y in the first place? Or r we juz following, doing the most natural thing becuz it is the most natural thing. zzzzz. Bleah im really really sick and tired of all these, juz leave me alone will u zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Ok actually im complaining, I LIKE MY GAME. I HAVE CHOSEN THE PATH OF THE GAMER, is that a crime ??? Must u all judge me and deprive me of wad little i have ?? Must i copy u all for the sake of i dunnoe what? Now where is this discussion going, who do we follow, the popular ? the cookie-cutter ?
lol i dunnoe wad im typing alr haha, anyway ya i have come to the conclusion that every1 should live life for themselves (with God in the center of cuz ), that no1 has the right to judge. Unless they are breaking law / causing hurt. But other then that, we have no right over other people, and vice versa. People should have the freedom to choose how they want to live their own lives, and be responsible for their own actions.
Ahh really hard to put it down in words, but lets juz say everything is permissable, but not everything is beneficial. If so u r not doing something that is so-called beneficial, lets not be too quick to judge ok ?? Yup after all, its not really your problem. doesnt really concern u if u think further
Haha took me real long to really sink that down into my heart, even as im trying now. It sounds really easy but ....
Disclaimer : Im talking in abstract. I have no1 in mind, juz generally. Neither m i against any1, and vice versa. Nothing happened. Its juz my thoughts. Hope u understand. (But no1 reads this blog !! LOL )
I also did a facebook quiz!! Err ok there..
The Robot: You are a complete MACHINE. You were wired to be rational and logical, focusing on objectivity and rejecting emotions. You are humble and don't tend to think about your own emotions as much as whether or not things make sense and are just. Even if you had hundreds of billions of dollars, you wouldn't give it away or spend it frivolously..You are one of those super-logical people.
Haha this is so so true man. Im pretty sure it hit home. Hahaha guess thats me trained to think this way alr :) nuff said...
Hmmmm.... ok nothing
Yup going 4 mahjong later with gwyn, my bro and +++. Yea been a month + since i played i think. So happy im getting out of my hse. Then maybe going 4 supper with flan and matt oso. And then its Sunday!! Can u say smiley??? :):):):):):):) Weekend!
[ its not whether you win or lose, its how you play the game ]
Eg. This poor guy muz have been judged real bad n thats y hes giving such excuses. Get the point??? lol no link. :P
p.s : This is a very long naggy post. You have been warned, the boss W.O.T will pwn j00.
Hmm i "had" (keyword) many things i think. But at this time, i wonder how long i can last.
Anyway, some updates. Im still on holidays!!! And im still alive!! Haha yup cuz i have been rotting furiously at home doing nothing in particular at all. I wake up everyday wondering if im gonna do nothing today, n im right. So yea im still alive. I feel like im preparing 4 my retirement lah, living life liddat, haha.
Yea i found my necklace today, added 25 dex to my shoes, 25 str to my armor yesterday, made my lv 55 accesories, killed more den 80 people in ge4r quest, farmed more gold in rc. And wondered where the rest of the day go to lol. I can't wait to retire alr, can live life liddat everyday, who cares about travelling around the world, lol. So basically, to sum up everything, i did nothing, ok??? happy now? i did nothing. Nothing at all. NOTHING. BLOODY NOTHING, NOT A single second was well-spent. BUT I LIKE IT. i like ok. ok???? can????????
Ops sorry 4 all the caps. And I spent my day doing nothing hahahahaha :)
Been thinking abit recently, due to my hermit lifestyle, not stepping beyond tampines central since tuesday. Also no1 to really play game with me. So i ended being kinda free, but i still feel busy!!! lol. Nah, actually im juz plain lazy, i dun feel like going out oso, so im a happy rotter. Got sick of going out, trying to plan outings, meeting people, trying to act friendly, trying to act like i somehow care, got sick of this damn show zzz , i like my home. So yea thx to all for not asking me anything, and hope u dun ask me to plan anything, becuz im seriously too lazy, juz let me off. If u want to meet me, u can always 'summon' me via sms or handphone. Thank you for ur kind cooperation.
After talking all that rubbish, i havent start yet. As i was saying, the cats n rabbits issue, seriously, im on the verge of giving up. Its really unfair to us rabbits, we got hit bad basically. The least u can do is to leave us alone. Maybe its juz us all growing older and transiting at the same time, but really, if u dun wanna help, or if u r juz pretending, then please leave us alone. Its kinda painful really. and really sad =( Like 1 unhappy face is not enuff to describe it. Maybe u r geniune, maybe u do it all out of goodwill, but really (my fav phrase 4 this post :P ), its eating us inside, external 'repair' is just temporal, and internal 'repair' is juz impossible. Haiz, y must there be this divide, really stupid, but wad can i do, but complain only, im a rabbit after all. Too late.. Too late.. Must we all turn to cats ??? :(
Which leads me to another conclusion... That is we live life for ourselves!! (Wah potential blasphemy) Ok figure of speech only, i live 4 Him, a life living for only myself is not worth living at all. Think its just me, but i hate it. I hate this stupid world standards, i hate how people judge me 4 no other reason but simply becuz they can, I hate how i must somehow fit in juz becuz i have to, really, has any1 ever thought about y in the first place? Or r we juz following, doing the most natural thing becuz it is the most natural thing. zzzzz. Bleah im really really sick and tired of all these, juz leave me alone will u zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Ok actually im complaining, I LIKE MY GAME. I HAVE CHOSEN THE PATH OF THE GAMER, is that a crime ??? Must u all judge me and deprive me of wad little i have ?? Must i copy u all for the sake of i dunnoe what? Now where is this discussion going, who do we follow, the popular ? the cookie-cutter ?
lol i dunnoe wad im typing alr haha, anyway ya i have come to the conclusion that every1 should live life for themselves (with God in the center of cuz ), that no1 has the right to judge. Unless they are breaking law / causing hurt. But other then that, we have no right over other people, and vice versa. People should have the freedom to choose how they want to live their own lives, and be responsible for their own actions.
Ahh really hard to put it down in words, but lets juz say everything is permissable, but not everything is beneficial. If so u r not doing something that is so-called beneficial, lets not be too quick to judge ok ?? Yup after all, its not really your problem. doesnt really concern u if u think further
Haha took me real long to really sink that down into my heart, even as im trying now. It sounds really easy but ....
Disclaimer : Im talking in abstract. I have no1 in mind, juz generally. Neither m i against any1, and vice versa. Nothing happened. Its juz my thoughts. Hope u understand. (But no1 reads this blog !! LOL )
I also did a facebook quiz!! Err ok there..
Daniel took the Personality Defect Test quiz and got the result: The Robot..
The Robot: You are a complete MACHINE. You were wired to be rational and logical, focusing on objectivity and rejecting emotions. You are humble and don't tend to think about your own emotions as much as whether or not things make sense and are just. Even if you had hundreds of billions of dollars, you wouldn't give it away or spend it frivolously..You are one of those super-logical people.
Haha this is so so true man. Im pretty sure it hit home. Hahaha guess thats me trained to think this way alr :) nuff said...
Hmmmm.... ok nothing
Yup going 4 mahjong later with gwyn, my bro and +++. Yea been a month + since i played i think. So happy im getting out of my hse. Then maybe going 4 supper with flan and matt oso. And then its Sunday!! Can u say smiley??? :):):):):):):) Weekend!
[ its not whether you win or lose, its how you play the game ]
Eg. This poor guy muz have been judged real bad n thats y hes giving such excuses. Get the point??? lol no link. :P
Monday, July 20, 2009
Another Sunday post!!
Juz cant sleep early..........
Today is a rather eventful sunday !!! Err ok i woke up. Went for cell. We have a visitor today. Was rather encouraged by wad he said, he even prayed for me, seem that he noe wad to pray for. Went for lunch with cell at ubi. Came back church for 3pm. Did my firz man-pack for 3pm!!! Tho its not my team ya. But yea :):) Im still distracting, seriously nid to learn stealth or smthin. Maybe i move ard too much, i tried to do all different shots lah. Its almost possible lol. But i really like certain shots, which people say quite nice too. yup. And not to forget i shared for tic-tech-toe lol, been a long time since i shared lol. Walked to tamp after church with gwyn, im really glad to be able to talk about tech with her lah, so relieved. Anyway, jon n esther bumped into me, again, every sunday, so i went to eat dinner with them lor. Bought some twisties after dinner, 66.67 cents per packet lah, dirt cheap. Then it was my turn to bump into my bro on the corridor, so we went to play bball. Lost again lol. Went home and showered and then went to meet eugene for dinner again. Ok i did not have dinner but i accompanied him anyway, rmb, im too free. Went home and its suddenly 3 am.
End of sunday!!!!!!!
Zzzzzz i wanna rant. But im too tired. Typing is a chore alr. Nites ...
[ Still lazy, so? ]
Today is a rather eventful sunday !!! Err ok i woke up. Went for cell. We have a visitor today. Was rather encouraged by wad he said, he even prayed for me, seem that he noe wad to pray for. Went for lunch with cell at ubi. Came back church for 3pm. Did my firz man-pack for 3pm!!! Tho its not my team ya. But yea :):) Im still distracting, seriously nid to learn stealth or smthin. Maybe i move ard too much, i tried to do all different shots lah. Its almost possible lol. But i really like certain shots, which people say quite nice too. yup. And not to forget i shared for tic-tech-toe lol, been a long time since i shared lol. Walked to tamp after church with gwyn, im really glad to be able to talk about tech with her lah, so relieved. Anyway, jon n esther bumped into me, again, every sunday, so i went to eat dinner with them lor. Bought some twisties after dinner, 66.67 cents per packet lah, dirt cheap. Then it was my turn to bump into my bro on the corridor, so we went to play bball. Lost again lol. Went home and showered and then went to meet eugene for dinner again. Ok i did not have dinner but i accompanied him anyway, rmb, im too free. Went home and its suddenly 3 am.
End of sunday!!!!!!!
Zzzzzz i wanna rant. But im too tired. Typing is a chore alr. Nites ...
[ Still lazy, so? ]
Saturday, July 11, 2009
lite the way
yup thats wad i went 4 yesterday. Err thats about it.
[............... types a long post about how its strange that he doesn't feel like doing anything during worship, then went on to realised some things and blah blah blah blah. Goes on n talk about cell, random people, and some more blah blah ...... /End ]
There goes my long story. Phew managed to type it 5 min . Now i can go back and sleep. Yes at 7am.
[ I live 4 You, You r all i need. ]
[............... types a long post about how its strange that he doesn't feel like doing anything during worship, then went on to realised some things and blah blah blah blah. Goes on n talk about cell, random people, and some more blah blah ...... /End ]
There goes my long story. Phew managed to type it 5 min . Now i can go back and sleep. Yes at 7am.
[ I live 4 You, You r all i need. ]
Monday, July 6, 2009
Strength
Stuck. How to type this post.
Hmmm sunday is yesterday!! Haha. Celebrated flan and melia bday :) Ok in cell that is. Kinda owe him a delayed bday celebration. Then serve for 3 pm lol. Cams down again haha, but yea have quite alot of people actually and it was fun. And then bought carls junior and watched tv at home. Played Luna and formed the playerettes, the female version of players lol.
That is it. And monday begins. Yup lite the way this friday, unknown plans 4 the rest of the week haha. Ok today is booked to be psp day, that leaves 3 more free days.
N y that title again??? lol i like that word maybe. I add strength in most games i play. Ok no. That wasnt wad i meant haha. Let's juz say................
Thank God 4 the strength to live each day, that I can always fall back on Him, for His many blessings in life both big and small, that He is faithful always, that he never changes. Yup :)
[ I nid Your strength in mine. ]
Hmmm sunday is yesterday!! Haha. Celebrated flan and melia bday :) Ok in cell that is. Kinda owe him a delayed bday celebration. Then serve for 3 pm lol. Cams down again haha, but yea have quite alot of people actually and it was fun. And then bought carls junior and watched tv at home. Played Luna and formed the playerettes, the female version of players lol.
That is it. And monday begins. Yup lite the way this friday, unknown plans 4 the rest of the week haha. Ok today is booked to be psp day, that leaves 3 more free days.
N y that title again??? lol i like that word maybe. I add strength in most games i play. Ok no. That wasnt wad i meant haha. Let's juz say................
Thank God 4 the strength to live each day, that I can always fall back on Him, for His many blessings in life both big and small, that He is faithful always, that he never changes. Yup :)
[ I nid Your strength in mine. ]
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Tired...
Ya im tired, yea i noe i shouldn't be, given that im on holidays now, but somehow i feel so drained, dunnoe y lol.
Anyway this week was good!! Sufficent slacking time, (yes my spelling is bad), get to play tennis with cell, random supper, jon randomly coming my hse 4 bball, reachlite on friday, and not to forget transfromers and minds with flan + ( FF in sg ). Hahaha... Ya i even met my cousin on the way lah, lol.
Ya thx 2 evry1!! really blessed to have u people ard =)
Think its juz me, people make me tired lol. Yet at the very same time, they give the strength to carry on. Very contradicting, something im still grappling with. Think this is my life's greatest struggle, haha ya its strange that it is even something that some1 can stuggle with, haiz i dun understand... nah i tink this sounds kinda alien to most people.
nah history is juz repeating, told u nothing changed. The same things r happening again, juz that the scenario changes. Seriously, i think that there r so many things, its juz humanly impossible. yup its time to admit my human weaknesses again.
[ Argh help me pls ]
Anyway this week was good!! Sufficent slacking time, (yes my spelling is bad), get to play tennis with cell, random supper, jon randomly coming my hse 4 bball, reachlite on friday, and not to forget transfromers and minds with flan + ( FF in sg ). Hahaha... Ya i even met my cousin on the way lah, lol.
Ya thx 2 evry1!! really blessed to have u people ard =)
Think its juz me, people make me tired lol. Yet at the very same time, they give the strength to carry on. Very contradicting, something im still grappling with. Think this is my life's greatest struggle, haha ya its strange that it is even something that some1 can stuggle with, haiz i dun understand... nah i tink this sounds kinda alien to most people.
nah history is juz repeating, told u nothing changed. The same things r happening again, juz that the scenario changes. Seriously, i think that there r so many things, its juz humanly impossible. yup its time to admit my human weaknesses again.
[ Argh help me pls ]
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