p.s : This is a very long naggy post. You have been warned, the boss W.O.T will pwn j00.
Hmm i "had" (keyword) many things i think. But at this time, i wonder how long i can last.
Anyway, some updates. Im still on holidays!!! And im still alive!! Haha yup cuz i have been rotting furiously at home doing nothing in particular at all. I wake up everyday wondering if im gonna do nothing today, n im right. So yea im still alive. I feel like im preparing 4 my retirement lah, living life liddat, haha.
Yea i found my necklace today, added 25 dex to my shoes, 25 str to my armor yesterday, made my lv 55 accesories, killed more den 80 people in ge4r quest, farmed more gold in rc. And wondered where the rest of the day go to lol. I can't wait to retire alr, can live life liddat everyday, who cares about travelling around the world, lol. So basically, to sum up everything, i did nothing, ok??? happy now? i did nothing. Nothing at all. NOTHING. BLOODY NOTHING, NOT A single second was well-spent. BUT I LIKE IT. i like ok. ok???? can????????
Ops sorry 4 all the caps. And I spent my day doing nothing hahahahaha :)
Been thinking abit recently, due to my hermit lifestyle, not stepping beyond tampines central since tuesday. Also no1 to really play game with me. So i ended being kinda free, but i still feel busy!!! lol. Nah, actually im juz plain lazy, i dun feel like going out oso, so im a happy rotter. Got sick of going out, trying to plan outings, meeting people, trying to act friendly, trying to act like i somehow care, got sick of this damn show zzz , i like my home. So yea thx to all for not asking me anything, and hope u dun ask me to plan anything, becuz im seriously too lazy, juz let me off. If u want to meet me, u can always 'summon' me via sms or handphone. Thank you for ur kind cooperation.
After talking all that rubbish, i havent start yet. As i was saying, the cats n rabbits issue, seriously, im on the verge of giving up. Its really unfair to us rabbits, we got hit bad basically. The least u can do is to leave us alone. Maybe its juz us all growing older and transiting at the same time, but really, if u dun wanna help, or if u r juz pretending, then please leave us alone. Its kinda painful really. and really sad =( Like 1 unhappy face is not enuff to describe it. Maybe u r geniune, maybe u do it all out of goodwill, but really (my fav phrase 4 this post :P ), its eating us inside, external 'repair' is just temporal, and internal 'repair' is juz impossible. Haiz, y must there be this divide, really stupid, but wad can i do, but complain only, im a rabbit after all. Too late.. Too late.. Must we all turn to cats ??? :(
Which leads me to another conclusion... That is we live life for ourselves!! (Wah potential blasphemy) Ok figure of speech only, i live 4 Him, a life living for only myself is not worth living at all. Think its just me, but i hate it. I hate this stupid world standards, i hate how people judge me 4 no other reason but simply becuz they can, I hate how i must somehow fit in juz becuz i have to, really, has any1 ever thought about y in the first place? Or r we juz following, doing the most natural thing becuz it is the most natural thing. zzzzz. Bleah im really really sick and tired of all these, juz leave me alone will u zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Ok actually im complaining, I LIKE MY GAME. I HAVE CHOSEN THE PATH OF THE GAMER, is that a crime ??? Must u all judge me and deprive me of wad little i have ?? Must i copy u all for the sake of i dunnoe what? Now where is this discussion going, who do we follow, the popular ? the cookie-cutter ?
lol i dunnoe wad im typing alr haha, anyway ya i have come to the conclusion that every1 should live life for themselves (with God in the center of cuz ), that no1 has the right to judge. Unless they are breaking law / causing hurt. But other then that, we have no right over other people, and vice versa. People should have the freedom to choose how they want to live their own lives, and be responsible for their own actions.
Ahh really hard to put it down in words, but lets juz say everything is permissable, but not everything is beneficial. If so u r not doing something that is so-called beneficial, lets not be too quick to judge ok ?? Yup after all, its not really your problem. doesnt really concern u if u think further
Haha took me real long to really sink that down into my heart, even as im trying now. It sounds really easy but ....
Disclaimer : Im talking in abstract. I have no1 in mind, juz generally. Neither m i against any1, and vice versa. Nothing happened. Its juz my thoughts. Hope u understand. (But no1 reads this blog !! LOL )
I also did a facebook quiz!! Err ok there..
Daniel took the Personality Defect Test quiz and got the result: The Robot..
The Robot: You are a complete MACHINE. You were wired to be rational and logical, focusing on objectivity and rejecting emotions. You are humble and don't tend to think about your own emotions as much as whether or not things make sense and are just. Even if you had hundreds of billions of dollars, you wouldn't give it away or spend it frivolously..You are one of those super-logical people.
Haha this is so so true man. Im pretty sure it hit home. Hahaha guess thats me trained to think this way alr :) nuff said...
Hmmmm.... ok nothing
Yup going 4 mahjong later with gwyn, my bro and +++. Yea been a month + since i played i think. So happy im getting out of my hse. Then maybe going 4 supper with flan and matt oso. And then its Sunday!! Can u say smiley??? :):):):):):):) Weekend!
[ its not whether you win or lose, its how you play the game ]
Eg. This poor guy muz have been judged real bad n thats y hes giving such excuses. Get the point??? lol no link. :P
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