Post of many many many things..

yup thats wad this post is, tho its close to 4 am now... but i shall try to blog i want to..
This should be the longest post this year, im pretty sure... Im just gonna wack all that i think of, hope the "wall of text" doesnt own u too badly :P
Ok lets start with the very usual stuff.... Sundaayyyyyysss!!!! hehe but nope too fast.. go back to saturday. Where i went with sivam to buy his psp... he has joined the dark sideee!!! hahahaha.
And den after he finally got his psp, had dinner at sim lim, den decided to come my hse to play monster hunter, like those truly geeky people u c in macs with all their chargers and laptops, and thats wad we r gonna do!! lol. But in secret, not as secret as putting it in a blog of cuz. k nuff fillers, yup played quite abit and every1 ended up staying at my place. Haha woke up close to 10, prepare and all that, n i knew that i will definitely be late and thot of not going 4 cell becuz got to walk up and down. Anyway, left at 10.45, went to tm to buy isabella's cake, becuz the bakery at church area doesn't sell cake (but apparently, they do). Chose a cake with a larger base area so that it wont topple so easily, tied the plastic bag in a weird way so the the box won't roll ard, tried not to use the plastic bag to hold it.... but still, :(:( Anyway, yup didn't really tell them who the cake is for, since they won't really noe anyway.... Had prata b4 going for cell, actually reached cell at 12.40++ with jon, the latest ever lah... zzzzz mean people but still ferends :D .. turns out evry1 did their new year resolutions, didn't miss the sharing, but i didn't share mine! So i shall compensate and put them down here on the blog no1 reads :P I shall think now and put them here..

Ok New Year resolution
Significant events:

Feb 10 2008 - Took over my ministry as leader... ok la, u noe, there r people who became leaders w/o knowing, so i guess this isn't really "THAT" big
March 22 2008 - 22nd birthday, cell celebrated, got a crumpler bag.
June/July - Went to australia to work, first time overseas alone w/o family living on myself..
Aug - ORD and start sch in ntu!!
Dec - Holidays!

What is God telling you through the event?
Feb 10 2008 - That He is in control always no matter how far and how lost i tink i am or hope i am (a very long story how i get this conclusion). To continue to grow closer in Him and serve Him faithfully wholeheartedly.
March 22 2008 - Life is bigger than you, Friends are one of the greatest blessings one can have in life :D
June/July - Walking in Him is a consious effort of choice, taught me to be more independent. Allowed to reflect on what i really value as im away for so long.
Aug - Im finally here, what can i say?? Nothing is impossible with God.
Dec - He is with me always, in every season, good and bad :)

Values in Life:

God
Family
Friends
Cell
Ministry
Studies
Honour
Loving
Attitude

What are your passions? (what excites you)

Serving in spdlite tech. Seeing the younger generation draw closer to God
Helping others
Lending a listening ear
Engineering stuff (BUT NOT EXAMS!!), fixing things.
Going out with friends.. watch movie. blah blah
Playing mmorpg's at my own pace (Without the dumb raiding pls)
Rotting at home all day with me and my computer!! lol.

Gifts and strengths.

Patient and consistent...
Strong engineering sense of analysis (chim words but in comparison with otheres thats what i have, tho my carelessness will overwrite this gift unfortunately).
Good EQ ( if we go out and u r not very happy inside i can sense it lol)
Perserverance in what i do (a thin line towards being stubborn)

What are your convictions?

That each day is precious, and i must strive to give whatever i have to others the best i know how, by His strength.
To put in my very best in whateva i want to do, give all or nothing...
To live a life without regrets, learn from mistakes, and move on.
Put Him first in every single thing in my life

Goal for year 09

1. See improvement for results!!! ya need to, gonna try all that i could.
2. Continue to maintain strong friendships as life gets busier
3. To spend consistent quiet time even as sch starts.
4. To be more efficient in studying
5. Maintain a healthy life
6. To be a better ministry leader, i noe im lacking in many areas. To see this team grow as a whole...

Who can help u?

No1?? Me?? lol, any1 that happens to pass me lah haha

AAAAAnnndd that long part is just about cell lol, went for spdlite after cell ya. Only p&w, got to go 4 pract. Yup learnt that u can actually c wad is going on upstairs downstairs lol. ok was producer for 3pm, ok not bad things was quite good. Rehearsal oso got alot :), celebrated isabella bday but the cake is totally ruined, totally zzz :( sorry.

At this point i am too sleepy so im gonna give u the short version.

Met flan and people 4 dinner at pastamaniac, went to swensen to eat a topless 5, no movie to watch, flan came to my hse. Fast forward, im typing this. Got results
A-,B+,B,B-,C+,C,C... ok la, thought can get higher, guess china people get full marks for every paper zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Come here must increase my standard, giving them poly A std in tp will get u a C here.

And that is all. Good morning..... *yyyawwwwn*

Purity and Merry christmas!!

Yea merry christmas!!!!!!
yup nice its christmas again...
anyway, i went for my church spdlite camp :D !
ya i was quite certain this should be my last spdlite camp, have been thinking about it. but i feel that most likely it could be la..... maybe not!!! lol
Told myself that this camp i am going to totally open up and put in my best effort since its my last, but i guess im still daniel and welll.. got some improvement la hopefully. I actually tried sharing my life story lah, but its incoherent and summarised, and it took 45 min. Guess its better to spare their ears lol.
This camp is rather good! tho nv as homely as the previous one, that one is the best camp ever in terms of people becuz its all cg lol. But yea, it was 4 days well spent seeking Him and realigning myself. The camp kinda spoke to me spiritually tho, unlike the prev one was juz reaffirming wad i noe. Feeling really old there alr la, really shld step down soon (not ministry, not so soon). But yup it was fun :) But when people ask me how it is, i juz say "its ok la" Now that is the really short and lazy answer.. but thats cuz i need more sleep!
Went for dinner at nite at sa ph's place for christmas, the food is really nice la, the standard is up there one haha, the company is great too . Played majong after that, ate a log cake.... yup nice way to spend christmas eve, and thats all my brain can tink of now

I wanna slp, write cards tommorow.... goodbye

[ Ho ho ho, J Co]

yes?!

Yes?!!
err nope.. lol. Just watched finished yes man. Ok la. Ya that is all.

Nothing really deep about this show, but yea, got me thinking about one word. Boundaries. Boundaries we set ourselves for whateva reasons... They are wad causes us to say no anyway, and they protect or isolate at the same time, so I guess life's most important chioces is setting up those boundaries when we r younger (i sound old again :P ) . When we push it, thats y we get into stuff we wished we nv did, or have alot of fun. I guess it all boils down to what we really want in our lives, if you are happy with your boundaries, i tink its rather pointless to change them for the sake of fitting in ya.

On the other hand, holing oneself is not the way to live. I should noe better, how i set such insane boundaries zzzzzzz. But i respect myself for who i am and the boundaries i set for me. And we should learn the same for others too... i guess its abit too late for me haha.

Anyway... i chose to say yes to ......
spdlite camp!! haha lol wadeva.

Ahh christmas cards!! havent wrote any! dead!! no chance to slp tonite liao... Zombie in camp alert!!! dun shoot me hahahaha

Yup.. goodbye!

[Walls never broken, only reinforced]

So sorry..

actually got quite alot of things to blog about.. but lazy

so ................

so sorry if im inadequate in any way
so sorry if i failed to give of myself fully..
so sorry if im unable to do what im unable to do
so sorry if i didnt do what i could have done.
so sorry if there is anything better i should do..
so sorry if i have been unwilling to share.
so sorry if i didn't put in my best effort.
so sorry if im still, me.

And that is all i could do, to apologize on a blog. ohh forgive me, that is all.

[never enuff]

Sunday!!!!

Ohhh haha... its time to sleep..
anyway i went to sentosa yesterday....
then went to downtown east to play games..
yup tried and won citadel lol.

u noe....
life is much more complicated then choosing to be a "king" or "bishop". alot more....

SLEEP NOW AND HAVE A GOOD REST FOR TOMMOROW LAR

ok bye.

[Daniel : Overloaded episode 2]

Holiday...

yea holiday!! still the same lar lol...
i actually feel like i nid to study occasionally, zzz addicted to my books, i have a problem..
But no!!! its time to play!! err nothing much to play really.. unless u r toking about gaming , den i got warhammer, atlantica, dota, colonisation, pharoah, heroes 5, medieval total war, psp, wii and can try x-box too!! lol :P

but yup im still the same old daniel as before, except that i get abit bored after slacking for one day lol. What happened to daniel the rotter that can rot happily for months.... zzz at this rate i wont be able to retire happily when i turn (wadeva age). But that is till very very far away..

and ya, happy holiday to myself and everyone.. hope u all have a fun and refreshing time. goodbye :)

[im surprised that im still daniel. haha nvm]