Whats with all these one word titles anyway, u trying to act cool or wad? lol
Yes today was the first day of school. I'm pretty sure i will warm up much faster this time, get my game up and going n stuff. Ohh well for a start i didnt really do much today n i alr tell myself that there is tmr. gg.
Hmmm i need strength. Lots of it. Strength to walk this road, a seemingly lonely road with spectators all ard me. I need more strength, lots of it, to face my greatest fears just to bump them 4 the fun of it. Strength to go on, becuz i noe You r there with me :)
u will not fall, daniel. u will not. i do not allow u to. i noe u dun want to, n i noe u want to keep moving. Its just at times.... it gets too lonely, too quiet............ too................. painful. But im thankful, for You r there with me, n when i feel that u r not, u send people to remind me, n for this, i will carry on. I will carry on.
[Can be done.]
Monday, August 30, 2010
Fear
Ahh here comes part 3. lol. But its 6 am alr. wasted too much time... brain not functioning fully...
ohh well lets c...
Yup. I have come to realize that e one emotion that i have hid the most n yet am most prone all my life is... fear. Haa its a strange realization, becuz u get really good at hiding it that u dun even realize it anymore, until u think further that is.
I have been fearful all my life. Afraid of not doing well, afraid of falling short, afraid of people criticizing me, afraid of trying new things, afraid of change, afraid of the unknown, afraid of meeting new people, afraid of uncomfortable situations etc. etc.
Its amazing ain't it? n i refuse to admit it, for i will not show my weakness. never.
I guess its the environment i have bought up with that made me liddat, train from young to be cautious, to always go on the safe side, avoid mistakes blah blah. It actually took quite awhile that the underlying emotion under all these is... fear. I'm. just. afraid. period.
Good news? i found that out. Now there is hope.
Bad news? Took me abit long u say, but its not going to bother me.
That is all, i shall move in faith n hope from now, try at least =)
But then again, the shell is so comfortable n so nice to hide. y shld i come out anyway? zzz
[For perfect love drives out fear.]
ohh well lets c...
Yup. I have come to realize that e one emotion that i have hid the most n yet am most prone all my life is... fear. Haa its a strange realization, becuz u get really good at hiding it that u dun even realize it anymore, until u think further that is.
I have been fearful all my life. Afraid of not doing well, afraid of falling short, afraid of people criticizing me, afraid of trying new things, afraid of change, afraid of the unknown, afraid of meeting new people, afraid of uncomfortable situations etc. etc.
Its amazing ain't it? n i refuse to admit it, for i will not show my weakness. never.
I guess its the environment i have bought up with that made me liddat, train from young to be cautious, to always go on the safe side, avoid mistakes blah blah. It actually took quite awhile that the underlying emotion under all these is... fear. I'm. just. afraid. period.
Good news? i found that out. Now there is hope.
Bad news? Took me abit long u say, but its not going to bother me.
That is all, i shall move in faith n hope from now, try at least =)
But then again, the shell is so comfortable n so nice to hide. y shld i come out anyway? zzz
[For perfect love drives out fear.]
Monday, August 23, 2010
Sanctify
Yup my 2nd blog post of my 3 part series!!! haha not very smart to type it at 4.45 am.. but ohh well i will do it anyway ....
.......
Ok lets c. This title was actually inspired from cell last week. Some qn about how has ur life has been sanctified since u became a Christian. Ya thats abt it. You can guess my answer. Hmm it is... ....... can't really tell. Haa i did not reply nothing much this time tho even if its roughly e same meaning. yup lol.
What a joke. Can't really tell. lol. How can that be, i have been in church all my life, "trained" from young to be holy n avoid sin. Being drilled by my mum to be a super good boy. Avoid any form of evil at all cost. Taught all the correct biblical verses. How can i not really tell? How is that even possible? You mean ur whole life of trying to be holy and good all gone down the drain? You mean tat u have basically wasted all the past 18 yrs of ur life every sunday in church and all u have to show is "cant really tell"? You mean u learnt nothing, applied nothing? Then y r u still even in church wasting your time every week anyway? You dumb or smthing? ZZzzz
........ how do i continue from here. Maybe i gone too far into this, maybe i have given up beyond wad i can bear, maybe i shld have acted blur. Maybe i should have realized earlier its not about the perfect score but knowing Him. Maybe i shld have loosen up abit. Maybe i shld. Just. Maybe.
Haaa. Can't really tell. Hahahaa im still laughing at this. Even right now, its still too late. I may nv return. And all that...... just for "can't really tell". You win, daniel, u win -.-
My road just got lonelier, thx alot.
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SUNDAY POST !!!! =)
Hahaha yea its sunday wad else. Well it was heh. Ya woke up in the morning n "got scammed" at mac, lets just keep it at tat zzzzzz. After that went to find cell for lunch at KFC. Ok i wasn't that late. Then i went to watch expendables at tm 3.10 show!! hahaha when i first wiki that show i so want to watch it alr. Yup was kinda afraid that i will miss it again like the many shows i wanted to watch but missed. So i decided to ps melia for 3pm svc n go n watch movie instead. Ops. Yup finished the show at about 5 lol. Then i went for dinner. Which makes my day...
11.15 am: breakfast
2.10 pm: lunch
5.10 pm: dinner
LOL which makes a meal every 3 hrs. i feel kinda full la lol. But eat anyway :)
After dinner walk back to church since i wanted to go for 7pm. Stomachache so crashed rehearsal abit late. I didn't noe cam 5 was empty if nt i would made my way there first!!! HAHAHA =)
Its worth it to make it there j*** ** * * :):):)
Err anyway guessed chicken rise, fail @ whose line is it anyw_ay game then went for 7 pm alone. Message by pastor p_acer was really good! It was on the cost of following Him and yup its probably things i noe but have "given up" throughout the years unknowingly. Yup the cost is high, i noe, i do hope im willing to lay down. I know i want to =) Maybe i got disillusioned somewhere along e way n it became too tiring but ohh well its time to stop waddling in the mud n get up with His strength! yup!! Met eug at bucks after svc. Good way to relax after such a long day haha. Then went 2 mac after tat n solved an "engineering" qn. LOL. went home after that.
15 weeks to exam!! lol im still on holiday leh. ahhhhh
[Repairing...............]
.......
Ok lets c. This title was actually inspired from cell last week. Some qn about how has ur life has been sanctified since u became a Christian. Ya thats abt it. You can guess my answer. Hmm it is... ....... can't really tell. Haa i did not reply nothing much this time tho even if its roughly e same meaning. yup lol.
What a joke. Can't really tell. lol. How can that be, i have been in church all my life, "trained" from young to be holy n avoid sin. Being drilled by my mum to be a super good boy. Avoid any form of evil at all cost. Taught all the correct biblical verses. How can i not really tell? How is that even possible? You mean ur whole life of trying to be holy and good all gone down the drain? You mean tat u have basically wasted all the past 18 yrs of ur life every sunday in church and all u have to show is "cant really tell"? You mean u learnt nothing, applied nothing? Then y r u still even in church wasting your time every week anyway? You dumb or smthing? ZZzzz
........ how do i continue from here. Maybe i gone too far into this, maybe i have given up beyond wad i can bear, maybe i shld have acted blur. Maybe i should have realized earlier its not about the perfect score but knowing Him. Maybe i shld have loosen up abit. Maybe i shld. Just. Maybe.
Haaa. Can't really tell. Hahahaa im still laughing at this. Even right now, its still too late. I may nv return. And all that...... just for "can't really tell". You win, daniel, u win -.-
My road just got lonelier, thx alot.
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SUNDAY POST !!!! =)
Hahaha yea its sunday wad else. Well it was heh. Ya woke up in the morning n "got scammed" at mac, lets just keep it at tat zzzzzz. After that went to find cell for lunch at KFC. Ok i wasn't that late. Then i went to watch expendables at tm 3.10 show!! hahaha when i first wiki that show i so want to watch it alr. Yup was kinda afraid that i will miss it again like the many shows i wanted to watch but missed. So i decided to ps melia for 3pm svc n go n watch movie instead. Ops. Yup finished the show at about 5 lol. Then i went for dinner. Which makes my day...
11.15 am: breakfast
2.10 pm: lunch
5.10 pm: dinner
LOL which makes a meal every 3 hrs. i feel kinda full la lol. But eat anyway :)
After dinner walk back to church since i wanted to go for 7pm. Stomachache so crashed rehearsal abit late. I didn't noe cam 5 was empty if nt i would made my way there first!!! HAHAHA =)
Its worth it to make it there j*** ** * * :):):)
Err anyway guessed chicken rise, fail @ whose line is it anyw_ay game then went for 7 pm alone. Message by pastor p_acer was really good! It was on the cost of following Him and yup its probably things i noe but have "given up" throughout the years unknowingly. Yup the cost is high, i noe, i do hope im willing to lay down. I know i want to =) Maybe i got disillusioned somewhere along e way n it became too tiring but ohh well its time to stop waddling in the mud n get up with His strength! yup!! Met eug at bucks after svc. Good way to relax after such a long day haha. Then went 2 mac after tat n solved an "engineering" qn. LOL. went home after that.
15 weeks to exam!! lol im still on holiday leh. ahhhhh
[Repairing...............]
Friday, August 20, 2010
Fail
I got alot to blog really... but been too busy of late to sit down n type. This is the first of 3 "Single word" post. The other 2 will be Sanctify n Fear. Hope i rmb to put them down sometime in the future.
Fail. A simple word. I'm sure u first encounter it when u r really young. U noe, when things didnt go the way u wanted, n then there is this huge sucky feeling abt urself, and that... is fail.
Something we have all grown too familiar with perhaps. Something we have learnt to lived with.
I think i have failed. I didnt manage to accomplish at hand wad i have set out to do. In fact, most of the time, what i did not set out to do, i seem to accomplish them with relative ease. While those things i set out to do with 100% effort often bring little to no results. I guess this explains my heck care attitude to life and things in general, im actually trying to "succeed", just that its very diff from the norm. Guess i have no choice but to adapt to this reverse law in my life. LOL
I couldn't, i hope i could, but i couldn't. I tried my best to do wad little i could, but it is of no use. Some1 else pls do it for me, i couldn't, i had done wad i could, n that is all i can do :( I noe it has to be some1 else, it has to be, i have limited powers. Im sorry if i couldn't, Im sorry if im unable to help. Im really sorry, i didnt mean to. All i can tell u is this, i have done what i could. N i hope i didn't make things worse. zzzzzzzzzzzz. Sorry once again if i did. I do not know really, there is really only so much =( Hope some1 else can help...
But this does not mean i will stop, i dun give up. 100% effort for 1% improvement is worth it to me. I will keep trying, keep going, remain there, do whatever is possible in my power, n keep on hoping 4 the best. Keep on hoping... till then, i only got these words to say "I'm sorry for failing, i'm really really sorry."
[Too much, or too little?]
Fail. A simple word. I'm sure u first encounter it when u r really young. U noe, when things didnt go the way u wanted, n then there is this huge sucky feeling abt urself, and that... is fail.
Something we have all grown too familiar with perhaps. Something we have learnt to lived with.
I think i have failed. I didnt manage to accomplish at hand wad i have set out to do. In fact, most of the time, what i did not set out to do, i seem to accomplish them with relative ease. While those things i set out to do with 100% effort often bring little to no results. I guess this explains my heck care attitude to life and things in general, im actually trying to "succeed", just that its very diff from the norm. Guess i have no choice but to adapt to this reverse law in my life. LOL
I couldn't, i hope i could, but i couldn't. I tried my best to do wad little i could, but it is of no use. Some1 else pls do it for me, i couldn't, i had done wad i could, n that is all i can do :( I noe it has to be some1 else, it has to be, i have limited powers. Im sorry if i couldn't, Im sorry if im unable to help. Im really sorry, i didnt mean to. All i can tell u is this, i have done what i could. N i hope i didn't make things worse. zzzzzzzzzzzz. Sorry once again if i did. I do not know really, there is really only so much =( Hope some1 else can help...
But this does not mean i will stop, i dun give up. 100% effort for 1% improvement is worth it to me. I will keep trying, keep going, remain there, do whatever is possible in my power, n keep on hoping 4 the best. Keep on hoping... till then, i only got these words to say "I'm sorry for failing, i'm really really sorry."
[Too much, or too little?]
Sunday, August 8, 2010
All or nothing? 100 % ????
lol ya this is my 100th post hahaha thats y must relate the title to it.
I think i reached a crossroad. I mean a major crossroad. I should have arrived here 5 years ago but i spent my time walking around in circles, or rather just sitting down staring the crossroad on the horizon. So here i am, back in this spot where i once was.
Been a decade since my last crossroad, the path between daniel and xtra. I'm not even entirely sure if im at one actually, i cant really c. I have been walking blind all these years. And deaf too, i cant really hear much. All i knew is to walk, somewhere, anywhere.
Haiz i really wish i can hide in some corner, run into a far far away land, n nv come back. Wish that i will just disappear, and every1 will magically forget my existence, and get on with living their own lives. I wish i can do nothing. I wish i nv knew. I wish that i was nv there. Can i at least pretend? this may be too much for me to bear...
But i'm unwilling. I'm unwilling to go down so easily. Something inside me tells to not stop, i must carry on. Go on. dun stop. Go on. dun stop. I'm tired, but i refuse to admit it. I'm broken, but i refuse to show it. I just wish for everything to disappear. Or me.
Can i carry on? can i really walk this road, so lonely, so dark... so scary. I'm afraid. I do not noe how. I do not noe y. help ......
Ohh help me to realize i have nothing to begin with. That everything is Your's to begin with. Ohhhh help me to stay focused. Lead me n guide me.
These are but dark times. Many things will change, losses will be great. I must choose carefully, for i may not be able to bear the consequences... for once.
[I will give my all, for i have nothing to lose.]
ohhh..............
Sunday post !!!!! heh :)
hahaha ya sunday post come abit early today. yup yup i woke up early today! 10 am!!! lolz probably becuz i didn't game yesterday nite. I noe, i noe ... etc. etc. ok?
10 am is supposedly on time for cell, but they wanna go zoo today, and since im serving 4 spd, i didnt go. ya lor so slack abit at home suddenly its 12pm liao then get rdy and left home lor. Hmmm today spd starting early, ok like 1.20 pm, still later than 1.15 a long long time ago, but still early la zzzz. Great that every1 came in on time/early. So we managed to standby and all on time! i personally felt that there is an improvement ya? ok la after spd went to eat lunch. flan missing. i lost, no allies 4 lunch. heng got allies eventually. yay :) Ok i crashed into choir stuff again, lolz
Was deciding if i shld go 4 3pm sermon. But i noe i wanna play monopoly deal actually. which is wad i did. Cannot win anything too slow alr. ya after that crash rehearsal n teach people lyrics. At least got some use eh??? haha then went for dinner. With only 2 more allies .... "manpower shortage" i guess. and ehh they from choir, lolz im too xtra alr zzzzzz
haha im like not inside or outside. Very confusing if u ask me. In the past its either xtra or not, now its like how many % xtra, hard to manage lolz
That sounds like my old blog title to me, so it shldn't be anything new. Alright, goodbye! =)
[ Patience! The boy must learn ... patience! - Master Yoda ]
I think i reached a crossroad. I mean a major crossroad. I should have arrived here 5 years ago but i spent my time walking around in circles, or rather just sitting down staring the crossroad on the horizon. So here i am, back in this spot where i once was.
Been a decade since my last crossroad, the path between daniel and xtra. I'm not even entirely sure if im at one actually, i cant really c. I have been walking blind all these years. And deaf too, i cant really hear much. All i knew is to walk, somewhere, anywhere.
Haiz i really wish i can hide in some corner, run into a far far away land, n nv come back. Wish that i will just disappear, and every1 will magically forget my existence, and get on with living their own lives. I wish i can do nothing. I wish i nv knew. I wish that i was nv there. Can i at least pretend? this may be too much for me to bear...
But i'm unwilling. I'm unwilling to go down so easily. Something inside me tells to not stop, i must carry on. Go on. dun stop. Go on. dun stop. I'm tired, but i refuse to admit it. I'm broken, but i refuse to show it. I just wish for everything to disappear. Or me.
Can i carry on? can i really walk this road, so lonely, so dark... so scary. I'm afraid. I do not noe how. I do not noe y. help ......
Ohh help me to realize i have nothing to begin with. That everything is Your's to begin with. Ohhhh help me to stay focused. Lead me n guide me.
These are but dark times. Many things will change, losses will be great. I must choose carefully, for i may not be able to bear the consequences... for once.
[I will give my all, for i have nothing to lose.]
ohhh..............
Sunday post !!!!! heh :)
hahaha ya sunday post come abit early today. yup yup i woke up early today! 10 am!!! lolz probably becuz i didn't game yesterday nite. I noe, i noe ... etc. etc. ok?
10 am is supposedly on time for cell, but they wanna go zoo today, and since im serving 4 spd, i didnt go. ya lor so slack abit at home suddenly its 12pm liao then get rdy and left home lor. Hmmm today spd starting early, ok like 1.20 pm, still later than 1.15 a long long time ago, but still early la zzzz. Great that every1 came in on time/early. So we managed to standby and all on time! i personally felt that there is an improvement ya? ok la after spd went to eat lunch. flan missing. i lost, no allies 4 lunch. heng got allies eventually. yay :) Ok i crashed into choir stuff again, lolz
Was deciding if i shld go 4 3pm sermon. But i noe i wanna play monopoly deal actually. which is wad i did. Cannot win anything too slow alr. ya after that crash rehearsal n teach people lyrics. At least got some use eh??? haha then went for dinner. With only 2 more allies .... "manpower shortage" i guess. and ehh they from choir, lolz im too xtra alr zzzzzz
haha im like not inside or outside. Very confusing if u ask me. In the past its either xtra or not, now its like how many % xtra, hard to manage lolz
That sounds like my old blog title to me, so it shldn't be anything new. Alright, goodbye! =)
[ Patience! The boy must learn ... patience! - Master Yoda ]
Monday, August 2, 2010
documenting ........
i made a new blog on tum blr, n i just realized that the blog address is in reverse from this 1, didn't even plan it, shows how much i have progressed throughout the years eh?
Ya oso documenting i went for fop 2010. Was deciding if i shld go... had an ns dinner actually, but the thot of meeting them is enuff to make me feel sian alr (i have nothing against them, i wanted to go fop, and i was doing rt in bedok camp at that time, more ns stuff is bad at that point of time.) But didn't want to ps my friend ( ps stands for pang seh, not plaza sing mind u. lol) So i couldn't decide, had to turn to the last resort, which is to throw coin.
First coin toss to decide side to go fop : T
1st toss out of 3: T
2nd toss out of 3: H
3rd toss out of 3: T
i was so happy when the last toss was a tails lah, hahaha secretly that is. So anyway made my way there via circle line. Sat in the same spot with the lyrics in reverse again, but its not my first time so can read the lyrics this time :P. The message was good, a very simple message on hope. Hmm Faith, Hope and Love, the greatest of which is Love. 2nd is actually hope?? seems like faith is rather lousy after all, maybe i have been putting too much emphasis on it?? ahhh nvm. After after fop saw church people, very big grp, nv take photo with them cuz i nt in the original grp. Went 4 supper with campus crusade people, im not in campus crusade, n i only noe like 2 out of 6 people. But anyway i bump into church people again at supper (sg not very big u noe), after supper went to join them again (got free food, n i was feeling too xtra with the crusade people alr). Then took bus 10 home alone. haha :)
N yesterday was sunday... long time no sunday post. Woke up at 9.15 am. Too early for cell, went back to sleep. Woke up at 12.30 pm. gg. prep n activate myself to church. produced for 3 pm. taught not 1 but 2 newbies man pack in rehearsal! heh went back n catch f1. Got activated to cs arcade for fishing n bb. Then coffee bean. Flan hse. Teh Tarik. Home. Waste time. Waste more time. n its 9 am now. End.
Events documented. Mission accomplished =)
[Goodnite world!]
Ya oso documenting i went for fop 2010. Was deciding if i shld go... had an ns dinner actually, but the thot of meeting them is enuff to make me feel sian alr (i have nothing against them, i wanted to go fop, and i was doing rt in bedok camp at that time, more ns stuff is bad at that point of time.) But didn't want to ps my friend ( ps stands for pang seh, not plaza sing mind u. lol) So i couldn't decide, had to turn to the last resort, which is to throw coin.
First coin toss to decide side to go fop : T
1st toss out of 3: T
2nd toss out of 3: H
3rd toss out of 3: T
i was so happy when the last toss was a tails lah, hahaha secretly that is. So anyway made my way there via circle line. Sat in the same spot with the lyrics in reverse again, but its not my first time so can read the lyrics this time :P. The message was good, a very simple message on hope. Hmm Faith, Hope and Love, the greatest of which is Love. 2nd is actually hope?? seems like faith is rather lousy after all, maybe i have been putting too much emphasis on it?? ahhh nvm. After after fop saw church people, very big grp, nv take photo with them cuz i nt in the original grp. Went 4 supper with campus crusade people, im not in campus crusade, n i only noe like 2 out of 6 people. But anyway i bump into church people again at supper (sg not very big u noe), after supper went to join them again (got free food, n i was feeling too xtra with the crusade people alr). Then took bus 10 home alone. haha :)
N yesterday was sunday... long time no sunday post. Woke up at 9.15 am. Too early for cell, went back to sleep. Woke up at 12.30 pm. gg. prep n activate myself to church. produced for 3 pm. taught not 1 but 2 newbies man pack in rehearsal! heh went back n catch f1. Got activated to cs arcade for fishing n bb. Then coffee bean. Flan hse. Teh Tarik. Home. Waste time. Waste more time. n its 9 am now. End.
Events documented. Mission accomplished =)
[Goodnite world!]
If u r not prepared to lose it, then u r not ready to play
7 am. still awake. y. dunno maybe if i keep staying awake my mind will juz lock itself out.
If u r not prepared to lose it, then u r not ready to play
seems like this is my philosophy in life. It pisses me off (to a certain extent) when i just seem to be in the wrong all becuz i'm gambling in this manner in life.
I was prepared to lose my future when i chose to game all day long during my sec school days, i didn't.
I was prepared to lose my chances to enter local uni when i chose not study for exams during my study break in poly but played games instead, and i didn't.
I was prepared to lose my honors in uni when i chose to spend more time with my friends instead of focusing fully on my studies, and i didn't (hopefully, i have a rather safe buffer i hope.)
I'm not boasting, n i give thanks to Him once again...
I have nv regretted my decisions, even tho on hindsight i could have done better (but who doesn't say that anyway?) But then when i made the choice, i will make it stick. I made the choice to the best of my ability, and that is all that i need to noe ( And no i do not nid to copy u simply becuz i made the choice) There will always be consequences in ur choices, so i dun c what major crime i'm committing here. I'm willing to gamble, even tho the odds looks really bad at times, and i'm all ready to lose. If any part of me is not ready to lose, then i wouldn't commit in the first place. True u can't make all the right choices, but thats life, u have to take responsibility for the choices u make. Whining doesn't help. Staying focused does.
That being said it is very hard for me to fit into the norm. 'Normal' nv cuts it for me. I find it very boring. You have only 1 life, u put everything on the line. Either u make the cut, or u dun. You dun regret, can't go back. Provided u r ready to lose wad u put on the line in the first place. Otherwise u will end up regretting and start finding excuses and start pushing the blame around. And that, in my opinion, is worse than not trying in itself. If u wanna play, u better be ready to lose. Case closed.
[ If u can afford to lose everything in life, then wadeva thats left is just a bonus. Enjoy it while it last =) ]
If u r not prepared to lose it, then u r not ready to play
seems like this is my philosophy in life. It pisses me off (to a certain extent) when i just seem to be in the wrong all becuz i'm gambling in this manner in life.
I was prepared to lose my future when i chose to game all day long during my sec school days, i didn't.
I was prepared to lose my chances to enter local uni when i chose not study for exams during my study break in poly but played games instead, and i didn't.
I was prepared to lose my honors in uni when i chose to spend more time with my friends instead of focusing fully on my studies, and i didn't (hopefully, i have a rather safe buffer i hope.)
I'm not boasting, n i give thanks to Him once again...
I have nv regretted my decisions, even tho on hindsight i could have done better (but who doesn't say that anyway?) But then when i made the choice, i will make it stick. I made the choice to the best of my ability, and that is all that i need to noe ( And no i do not nid to copy u simply becuz i made the choice) There will always be consequences in ur choices, so i dun c what major crime i'm committing here. I'm willing to gamble, even tho the odds looks really bad at times, and i'm all ready to lose. If any part of me is not ready to lose, then i wouldn't commit in the first place. True u can't make all the right choices, but thats life, u have to take responsibility for the choices u make. Whining doesn't help. Staying focused does.
That being said it is very hard for me to fit into the norm. 'Normal' nv cuts it for me. I find it very boring. You have only 1 life, u put everything on the line. Either u make the cut, or u dun. You dun regret, can't go back. Provided u r ready to lose wad u put on the line in the first place. Otherwise u will end up regretting and start finding excuses and start pushing the blame around. And that, in my opinion, is worse than not trying in itself. If u wanna play, u better be ready to lose. Case closed.
[ If u can afford to lose everything in life, then wadeva thats left is just a bonus. Enjoy it while it last =) ]
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