yea finally its recess week!!! finally..... lol
not like im gonna enjoy it, gonna study harder den b4 lol :)
Yea mugger ftw!!! i luv my books !!!
hahahaha anything lah... my 4 quizes are done, zzzzzzzzzz, not very well done. If i nv study den dunnoe how to do i still got no1 to blame, but this time, i really tried to put in more effort, but sadly, it seems that with more effort i will more likely screw up, which means i get the same marks lol. Sad lah. Quiz after quiz i keep making stupid mistakes, wad else can i say..
But its over!! finally!! after so many years.... yea i can declare to myself im done!! ohh yea :):):):):)
Ohh i played munchkin quest yesterday and went to his hou b4 that!!! nice =)
Put so many :) think u 12 year old izzit? - Sivam
Whatever lah i like... this post took 5 mins to type!! Another :)
[I do not ask for victory, i only hope that i fought gracefully...]
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
Blessed weekend....
Ya la Ya la.. wad else do i blog about... but.............. church. (zzzzz to u, :D to me!! haha)
Ok change topic tok about vday!!! "torture" u (which is still nobody) with church later...
Anyway, i went 4 some bike-a-thon thingy on vday!! fun... Super alot of things, and quite tiring too.... 28 km round east side....... interesting. Thought initially i do not want to go cuz my arm was cramped but juz "sneaked" out anyway. lol.
Ya and played mahjong after that. Was losing all the way initially, but jermaine kinda taught me abit, and i managed to win alot!! Lol the objective was just to not lose too much, but ya it was fun tho it was stress... Abit diff lah this vday...
Lets do a fast flashback on wad my prev vday have been like...
2008 - spend the whole day sitting around playing game... wootz (frozen day)
2007 - undocumented (probably nothing lol)
2006 - Hmmmm, this yr valentines day is 'supercold', just like any other day :)
2005 - Received lots of random kind acts, no feeling liao
Ya thats y im blessed this year haha, but anything lah. Its not even important, just another day.... thats not wad im looking for, neither is it wad i want :)
And today went for cell lor... yup yup. Serve for spdlite tooo, team have full strength!!! the full of the fullest strength lah. Haha really nice lah :):)
Yup went for lunch with tech team, and then study with my friend at mac nearby. Went for dinner with him, learnt that he was from shps, and ya, lol this world is small. Went to cut my hair, den coffee bean with church people. Yea a really really nice day indeed, probably one of the nicest sunday i've had in a long while :)
Ya n the reason for this title is that i was trying to figure out a word to describe today, ya and it came out. Suddenly felt that im indeed very blessed, with ministry, studies, friends and many many small small things. That im still in this position to act, tho im nothing really, yet able to offer this "nothing" to Him. Most importantly, that He is with me always :)
And nope, i dun really care about wad i do not have, they are not mine anyway....
[ Focus is power ]
I know i quoted wrongly, but this is my blog hehe
Ok change topic tok about vday!!! "torture" u (which is still nobody) with church later...
Anyway, i went 4 some bike-a-thon thingy on vday!! fun... Super alot of things, and quite tiring too.... 28 km round east side....... interesting. Thought initially i do not want to go cuz my arm was cramped but juz "sneaked" out anyway. lol.
Ya and played mahjong after that. Was losing all the way initially, but jermaine kinda taught me abit, and i managed to win alot!! Lol the objective was just to not lose too much, but ya it was fun tho it was stress... Abit diff lah this vday...
Lets do a fast flashback on wad my prev vday have been like...
2008 - spend the whole day sitting around playing game... wootz (frozen day)
2007 - undocumented (probably nothing lol)
2006 - Hmmmm, this yr valentines day is 'supercold', just like any other day :)
2005 - Received lots of random kind acts, no feeling liao
Ya thats y im blessed this year haha, but anything lah. Its not even important, just another day.... thats not wad im looking for, neither is it wad i want :)
And today went for cell lor... yup yup. Serve for spdlite tooo, team have full strength!!! the full of the fullest strength lah. Haha really nice lah :):)
Yup went for lunch with tech team, and then study with my friend at mac nearby. Went for dinner with him, learnt that he was from shps, and ya, lol this world is small. Went to cut my hair, den coffee bean with church people. Yea a really really nice day indeed, probably one of the nicest sunday i've had in a long while :)
Ya n the reason for this title is that i was trying to figure out a word to describe today, ya and it came out. Suddenly felt that im indeed very blessed, with ministry, studies, friends and many many small small things. That im still in this position to act, tho im nothing really, yet able to offer this "nothing" to Him. Most importantly, that He is with me always :)
And nope, i dun really care about wad i do not have, they are not mine anyway....
[ Focus is power ]
I know i quoted wrongly, but this is my blog hehe
Monday, February 9, 2009
Some more random stuff..
Ya la got a few thing to blog about... so i got no specific title.
Whateva....
1) i submitted an entry for the name ur f1 turn thingy. Ya la i gave a very lame name. But u noe, singaporeans cant name stuff. So the lamest and simplest nick may work, dun waste the opportunity, not gonna let some boy win with something as lame like "The budget terminal". If u noe wad i mean lol.
2) I tink im gonna sign up for church camp this year again i think.... lol. Looks like my dream of attending "my last spdlite camp" will nv come true. Now they change the rules, reachlite is involved now, which mean i can nv use the "That was my last spdlite camp im attending", excuse again. Im outdated lar. Always so slow zzzzz.
Disclaimer: I still wanna go 4 the camp, dun get me wrong. Just putting down my "usual pre-camp resistance" feelings. lol will get over it eventually lah. always the same pattern.
3) My gaming ban is lifted!!! did not touch my psp, nv played any comp game. But still, i nv study. Expected results lol. But i did play xbox wif my bro today and mafia wars on fb.... yup good break i feel more in control now :)
4) Em is back in tech!! Yay more members again.. err i mean i serve 4 3pm and went for cell today haha. Ya. And the video production is good. Hmmm =]
5) learnt in cell today that our insecurities come when we are imbalanced in 3 areas. Core needs, Theology and past experiences. Haha how true, nv really think of it this way. But i guess as one wanders in life, one eventually finds this method without any1 telling them haha.
6) I ran out of things to blog about. Strange. I thought i have more things..
Ohh ya suddenly part of the BB vels per came to mind just now. Just thought they were very meaningful words.
We trust Thee for the day thats done
We trust Thee for the days to be
Thy love we learn in Christ thy Son
Oh may we all His glory see.
Amen
We dun trust Him for the day thats done very often do we?? I mean, how often we go to bed thinking we nv do enuff for the day, i should have done this, still need to do this blah blah. Instead of thanking Him for being able to do what we have done, we choose to focus on wad we shldnt instead.
Guess the remaining 4 lines after that just sums up all u need to do in life. lol :)
Bleah nv think of such things when i recite in my sec sch days. Strange ain't it?? So just put down lor.
[Still, Whateva]
Whateva....
1) i submitted an entry for the name ur f1 turn thingy. Ya la i gave a very lame name. But u noe, singaporeans cant name stuff. So the lamest and simplest nick may work, dun waste the opportunity, not gonna let some boy win with something as lame like "The budget terminal". If u noe wad i mean lol.
2) I tink im gonna sign up for church camp this year again i think.... lol. Looks like my dream of attending "my last spdlite camp" will nv come true. Now they change the rules, reachlite is involved now, which mean i can nv use the "That was my last spdlite camp im attending", excuse again. Im outdated lar. Always so slow zzzzz.
Disclaimer: I still wanna go 4 the camp, dun get me wrong. Just putting down my "usual pre-camp resistance" feelings. lol will get over it eventually lah. always the same pattern.
3) My gaming ban is lifted!!! did not touch my psp, nv played any comp game. But still, i nv study. Expected results lol. But i did play xbox wif my bro today and mafia wars on fb.... yup good break i feel more in control now :)
4) Em is back in tech!! Yay more members again.. err i mean i serve 4 3pm and went for cell today haha. Ya. And the video production is good. Hmmm =]
5) learnt in cell today that our insecurities come when we are imbalanced in 3 areas. Core needs, Theology and past experiences. Haha how true, nv really think of it this way. But i guess as one wanders in life, one eventually finds this method without any1 telling them haha.
6) I ran out of things to blog about. Strange. I thought i have more things..
Ohh ya suddenly part of the BB vels per came to mind just now. Just thought they were very meaningful words.
We trust Thee for the day thats done
We trust Thee for the days to be
Thy love we learn in Christ thy Son
Oh may we all His glory see.
Amen
We dun trust Him for the day thats done very often do we?? I mean, how often we go to bed thinking we nv do enuff for the day, i should have done this, still need to do this blah blah. Instead of thanking Him for being able to do what we have done, we choose to focus on wad we shldnt instead.
Guess the remaining 4 lines after that just sums up all u need to do in life. lol :)
Bleah nv think of such things when i recite in my sec sch days. Strange ain't it?? So just put down lor.
[Still, Whateva]
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
What blog post should look like...
haha i realised my blog is getting boring and out of point, so much weird stuff recently... So this post i shall be as "normal" as possible... u noe blog about wad u do, instead of going all emo lol :P
Stayed at jon hall yesterday (NOT study, playing MHF2)!! haha didn't intend to do that, but i missed the last train from boon lay by about 2 mins, zzzzzzzzzzz. Ya so no choice but to camp there, somemore nv bring notes for today's class, and my drawing stuff... blah, blah blah blah (sparing u the boring details). Anyway to add to the sianness, i lost my cash card with 43.20 inside i think, sadness :( Think the guy who took it happy lah.... quite angry initially, so in my anger, i decided to declare a no gaming week!! (c this is the consequences (sp?) for gaming too much, hope this is a good lesson to me) Also felt that im going out of sync wif my studies again........ I havent touched my psp, nv played any games yet, and no munckin quest, so im still good. Have to tahan till monday!! Gonna lock my psp at home alr lol.
Anyway hope this will free up some time and i wont feel so stress not studying anymore zzzz..
Ya n i havent counted my ang bao money yet!! too lazy!! haha guess im "rich" hehe... nah im still not broke yet thats y..
I shall try to make this blog more normal!!!
[ took me only 15 min to blog this! :) ]
Stayed at jon hall yesterday (NOT study, playing MHF2)!! haha didn't intend to do that, but i missed the last train from boon lay by about 2 mins, zzzzzzzzzzz. Ya so no choice but to camp there, somemore nv bring notes for today's class, and my drawing stuff... blah, blah blah blah (sparing u the boring details). Anyway to add to the sianness, i lost my cash card with 43.20 inside i think, sadness :( Think the guy who took it happy lah.... quite angry initially, so in my anger, i decided to declare a no gaming week!! (c this is the consequences (sp?) for gaming too much, hope this is a good lesson to me) Also felt that im going out of sync wif my studies again........ I havent touched my psp, nv played any games yet, and no munckin quest, so im still good. Have to tahan till monday!! Gonna lock my psp at home alr lol.
Anyway hope this will free up some time and i wont feel so stress not studying anymore zzzz..
Ya n i havent counted my ang bao money yet!! too lazy!! haha guess im "rich" hehe... nah im still not broke yet thats y..
I shall try to make this blog more normal!!!
[ took me only 15 min to blog this! :) ]
Monday, February 2, 2009
Insecurities...
ahhaa... i really should learn to sleep early on monday "mornings" lol...
cfm cannot wake up tmr one zzzzz..
anyway, i managed to finish my physics assignment!!! at 2.45 i tink.. took so long zzz, one qn stuck close to one hour...... den i decided to google the entire question, AND IT WORKED!!! i got my answer!!!! haha lol internetzzz FTW!
nah... ya lazy to type the usual sunday post... but i must say, munchkin quest is fun!! haha tying ur hand and farming gold rox...... at least i died a rich man there :P
Yea so the topic u c on top is the topic for cell today... lol. We all have insecurities, hmmm i honestly feel that my insecurities are not so private, hahaha u want to know den i tell u lor, like wadeva..
Yup had to rank 3 insecurities out of a list.. and i ranked...
1. Amptitude : (ur lv and natural stats, skills, skill level, growth rate, xp rate)
2. Achievements (ranking, boss kills, medals, feats, pvp competitions)
3. Financial Status (Gold , meso, munny, wadeva u name it. Can include equipment and items too)
Ok out of my game mode.... lol ya so liddat lor. Haha sad all these insecurities start popping out recently zzzzzzzz. Whatever lah, life is filled with too many things, where got energy to feel insecure, go play game is much better :P or juz spend a day in church :) Lol notice i nv put relationship and wad companionship down at all, those things are really rank the last few lol, dunnoe dun care yea. This list makes me look selfish, like all i feel insecure about is me, me and more me. LOL.
Guess all these insecurities came from a deep desire to excel when im much much younger, but throughout the years i have managed to severely suppress it by gaming and slacking like mad, lol but now uni is reviving these lost feelings, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz sianzz. Anyway, there are quite minor lah. With xtra principles, like dunnoe, dun care, anything , wadeva, just "stoned" it, how to feel insecure when u are so unattached to yourself.... Ya as life goes on one learns helplessness, one learns to let go, one learns to give up, to stop hitting the wall, one learns life goes on with or without u, one noes that it all adds up eventually, nothing is worth to feel insecure at all, nothing at all. Yup i dun really feel insecure much at all (ok fine that is one of my pursuits in life lol), because i always have a Hope that never changes, never =)
But i still need to study lah. seriously, im gonna start liao, warm up month over. but the work is gonna increase. sad.
cfm cannot wake up tmr one zzzzz..
anyway, i managed to finish my physics assignment!!! at 2.45 i tink.. took so long zzz, one qn stuck close to one hour...... den i decided to google the entire question, AND IT WORKED!!! i got my answer!!!! haha lol internetzzz FTW!
nah... ya lazy to type the usual sunday post... but i must say, munchkin quest is fun!! haha tying ur hand and farming gold rox...... at least i died a rich man there :P
Yea so the topic u c on top is the topic for cell today... lol. We all have insecurities, hmmm i honestly feel that my insecurities are not so private, hahaha u want to know den i tell u lor, like wadeva..
Yup had to rank 3 insecurities out of a list.. and i ranked...
1. Amptitude : (ur lv and natural stats, skills, skill level, growth rate, xp rate)
2. Achievements (ranking, boss kills, medals, feats, pvp competitions)
3. Financial Status (Gold , meso, munny, wadeva u name it. Can include equipment and items too)
Ok out of my game mode.... lol ya so liddat lor. Haha sad all these insecurities start popping out recently zzzzzzzz. Whatever lah, life is filled with too many things, where got energy to feel insecure, go play game is much better :P or juz spend a day in church :) Lol notice i nv put relationship and wad companionship down at all, those things are really rank the last few lol, dunnoe dun care yea. This list makes me look selfish, like all i feel insecure about is me, me and more me. LOL.
Guess all these insecurities came from a deep desire to excel when im much much younger, but throughout the years i have managed to severely suppress it by gaming and slacking like mad, lol but now uni is reviving these lost feelings, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz sianzz. Anyway, there are quite minor lah. With xtra principles, like dunnoe, dun care, anything , wadeva, just "stoned" it, how to feel insecure when u are so unattached to yourself.... Ya as life goes on one learns helplessness, one learns to let go, one learns to give up, to stop hitting the wall, one learns life goes on with or without u, one noes that it all adds up eventually, nothing is worth to feel insecure at all, nothing at all. Yup i dun really feel insecure much at all (ok fine that is one of my pursuits in life lol), because i always have a Hope that never changes, never =)
But i still need to study lah. seriously, im gonna start liao, warm up month over. but the work is gonna increase. sad.
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