Post of many many many things..

yup thats wad this post is, tho its close to 4 am now... but i shall try to blog i want to..
This should be the longest post this year, im pretty sure... Im just gonna wack all that i think of, hope the "wall of text" doesnt own u too badly :P
Ok lets start with the very usual stuff.... Sundaayyyyyysss!!!! hehe but nope too fast.. go back to saturday. Where i went with sivam to buy his psp... he has joined the dark sideee!!! hahahaha.
And den after he finally got his psp, had dinner at sim lim, den decided to come my hse to play monster hunter, like those truly geeky people u c in macs with all their chargers and laptops, and thats wad we r gonna do!! lol. But in secret, not as secret as putting it in a blog of cuz. k nuff fillers, yup played quite abit and every1 ended up staying at my place. Haha woke up close to 10, prepare and all that, n i knew that i will definitely be late and thot of not going 4 cell becuz got to walk up and down. Anyway, left at 10.45, went to tm to buy isabella's cake, becuz the bakery at church area doesn't sell cake (but apparently, they do). Chose a cake with a larger base area so that it wont topple so easily, tied the plastic bag in a weird way so the the box won't roll ard, tried not to use the plastic bag to hold it.... but still, :(:( Anyway, yup didn't really tell them who the cake is for, since they won't really noe anyway.... Had prata b4 going for cell, actually reached cell at 12.40++ with jon, the latest ever lah... zzzzz mean people but still ferends :D .. turns out evry1 did their new year resolutions, didn't miss the sharing, but i didn't share mine! So i shall compensate and put them down here on the blog no1 reads :P I shall think now and put them here..

Ok New Year resolution
Significant events:

Feb 10 2008 - Took over my ministry as leader... ok la, u noe, there r people who became leaders w/o knowing, so i guess this isn't really "THAT" big
March 22 2008 - 22nd birthday, cell celebrated, got a crumpler bag.
June/July - Went to australia to work, first time overseas alone w/o family living on myself..
Aug - ORD and start sch in ntu!!
Dec - Holidays!

What is God telling you through the event?
Feb 10 2008 - That He is in control always no matter how far and how lost i tink i am or hope i am (a very long story how i get this conclusion). To continue to grow closer in Him and serve Him faithfully wholeheartedly.
March 22 2008 - Life is bigger than you, Friends are one of the greatest blessings one can have in life :D
June/July - Walking in Him is a consious effort of choice, taught me to be more independent. Allowed to reflect on what i really value as im away for so long.
Aug - Im finally here, what can i say?? Nothing is impossible with God.
Dec - He is with me always, in every season, good and bad :)

Values in Life:

God
Family
Friends
Cell
Ministry
Studies
Honour
Loving
Attitude

What are your passions? (what excites you)

Serving in spdlite tech. Seeing the younger generation draw closer to God
Helping others
Lending a listening ear
Engineering stuff (BUT NOT EXAMS!!), fixing things.
Going out with friends.. watch movie. blah blah
Playing mmorpg's at my own pace (Without the dumb raiding pls)
Rotting at home all day with me and my computer!! lol.

Gifts and strengths.

Patient and consistent...
Strong engineering sense of analysis (chim words but in comparison with otheres thats what i have, tho my carelessness will overwrite this gift unfortunately).
Good EQ ( if we go out and u r not very happy inside i can sense it lol)
Perserverance in what i do (a thin line towards being stubborn)

What are your convictions?

That each day is precious, and i must strive to give whatever i have to others the best i know how, by His strength.
To put in my very best in whateva i want to do, give all or nothing...
To live a life without regrets, learn from mistakes, and move on.
Put Him first in every single thing in my life

Goal for year 09

1. See improvement for results!!! ya need to, gonna try all that i could.
2. Continue to maintain strong friendships as life gets busier
3. To spend consistent quiet time even as sch starts.
4. To be more efficient in studying
5. Maintain a healthy life
6. To be a better ministry leader, i noe im lacking in many areas. To see this team grow as a whole...

Who can help u?

No1?? Me?? lol, any1 that happens to pass me lah haha

AAAAAnnndd that long part is just about cell lol, went for spdlite after cell ya. Only p&w, got to go 4 pract. Yup learnt that u can actually c wad is going on upstairs downstairs lol. ok was producer for 3pm, ok not bad things was quite good. Rehearsal oso got alot :), celebrated isabella bday but the cake is totally ruined, totally zzz :( sorry.

At this point i am too sleepy so im gonna give u the short version.

Met flan and people 4 dinner at pastamaniac, went to swensen to eat a topless 5, no movie to watch, flan came to my hse. Fast forward, im typing this. Got results
A-,B+,B,B-,C+,C,C... ok la, thought can get higher, guess china people get full marks for every paper zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Come here must increase my standard, giving them poly A std in tp will get u a C here.

And that is all. Good morning..... *yyyawwwwn*

Purity and Merry christmas!!

Yea merry christmas!!!!!!
yup nice its christmas again...
anyway, i went for my church spdlite camp :D !
ya i was quite certain this should be my last spdlite camp, have been thinking about it. but i feel that most likely it could be la..... maybe not!!! lol
Told myself that this camp i am going to totally open up and put in my best effort since its my last, but i guess im still daniel and welll.. got some improvement la hopefully. I actually tried sharing my life story lah, but its incoherent and summarised, and it took 45 min. Guess its better to spare their ears lol.
This camp is rather good! tho nv as homely as the previous one, that one is the best camp ever in terms of people becuz its all cg lol. But yea, it was 4 days well spent seeking Him and realigning myself. The camp kinda spoke to me spiritually tho, unlike the prev one was juz reaffirming wad i noe. Feeling really old there alr la, really shld step down soon (not ministry, not so soon). But yup it was fun :) But when people ask me how it is, i juz say "its ok la" Now that is the really short and lazy answer.. but thats cuz i need more sleep!
Went for dinner at nite at sa ph's place for christmas, the food is really nice la, the standard is up there one haha, the company is great too . Played majong after that, ate a log cake.... yup nice way to spend christmas eve, and thats all my brain can tink of now

I wanna slp, write cards tommorow.... goodbye

[ Ho ho ho, J Co]

yes?!

Yes?!!
err nope.. lol. Just watched finished yes man. Ok la. Ya that is all.

Nothing really deep about this show, but yea, got me thinking about one word. Boundaries. Boundaries we set ourselves for whateva reasons... They are wad causes us to say no anyway, and they protect or isolate at the same time, so I guess life's most important chioces is setting up those boundaries when we r younger (i sound old again :P ) . When we push it, thats y we get into stuff we wished we nv did, or have alot of fun. I guess it all boils down to what we really want in our lives, if you are happy with your boundaries, i tink its rather pointless to change them for the sake of fitting in ya.

On the other hand, holing oneself is not the way to live. I should noe better, how i set such insane boundaries zzzzzzz. But i respect myself for who i am and the boundaries i set for me. And we should learn the same for others too... i guess its abit too late for me haha.

Anyway... i chose to say yes to ......
spdlite camp!! haha lol wadeva.

Ahh christmas cards!! havent wrote any! dead!! no chance to slp tonite liao... Zombie in camp alert!!! dun shoot me hahahaha

Yup.. goodbye!

[Walls never broken, only reinforced]

So sorry..

actually got quite alot of things to blog about.. but lazy

so ................

so sorry if im inadequate in any way
so sorry if i failed to give of myself fully..
so sorry if im unable to do what im unable to do
so sorry if i didnt do what i could have done.
so sorry if there is anything better i should do..
so sorry if i have been unwilling to share.
so sorry if i didn't put in my best effort.
so sorry if im still, me.

And that is all i could do, to apologize on a blog. ohh forgive me, that is all.

[never enuff]

Sunday!!!!

Ohhh haha... its time to sleep..
anyway i went to sentosa yesterday....
then went to downtown east to play games..
yup tried and won citadel lol.

u noe....
life is much more complicated then choosing to be a "king" or "bishop". alot more....

SLEEP NOW AND HAVE A GOOD REST FOR TOMMOROW LAR

ok bye.

[Daniel : Overloaded episode 2]

Holiday...

yea holiday!! still the same lar lol...
i actually feel like i nid to study occasionally, zzz addicted to my books, i have a problem..
But no!!! its time to play!! err nothing much to play really.. unless u r toking about gaming , den i got warhammer, atlantica, dota, colonisation, pharoah, heroes 5, medieval total war, psp, wii and can try x-box too!! lol :P

but yup im still the same old daniel as before, except that i get abit bored after slacking for one day lol. What happened to daniel the rotter that can rot happily for months.... zzz at this rate i wont be able to retire happily when i turn (wadeva age). But that is till very very far away..

and ya, happy holiday to myself and everyone.. hope u all have a fun and refreshing time. goodbye :)

[im surprised that im still daniel. haha nvm]

Never study enuff...

zzzzz had my 3rd maths paper yesterday..
sian my focus is wrong... i should have looked through my past year papers..
i forgot something so basic lah.. wads wrong with me...
guess thats for violating so many "rules" that i have. all the greed of wanting more marks kinda killed me abit..

this is one paper when i noe i should have done alot better, and its becuz i nv study enuff, haiz... if i went according to my plan should be alot better.. but now i got 3 more papers to focus on..

3 more... gogogo. y my brain refuses to work earlier is beyond me..... guess exams r like taking 2.4km run, not a 100 m sprint...

[to err is human, to donate marks is daniel]

aiya i broke another of my rules again, not to spend more den 1 hr thinking of my past paper...

This is madness!

yea it is.. this uni, this course, this slackness, this is madness! prepare for glory!!
errr nope.. nah nv watch 300 recently.. but ya this is really. madness.

This studying, that i am still "slacking", that i am blogging on the day of my exam even tho i feel like i dun really noe everything, even left 1 tutorial totally undone, nv even really memorise my formulas, still can go lan yesterday, and spent a whole day in church today, and yet still feel ok about it. its madness. all of this.... crazy lah heh heh

Yea went for lan yesterday lol, nv felt so guilty in my whole life b4, met eug for dinner and "study" at his hse. And den it was sunday....

Sunday.... woke up and went home. Left for cell.. i kinda felt the urge not to go, but i tell myself that "i must! i must!" :D Yup felt really sian lah. Not becuz of cell of cuz... I realised during cell that this uni is very diff from that poly, that im not the daniel from last time alr :(. That this time in uni, i really wanna excel, or at least do my very best. And this is a really really old feeling. And thats y i feel im kinda stressing myself, been trying to push myself lately.... im gonna turn mugger soon!! :):) ohh yea! Talking about this feeling, its been TEN long years since i felt like tat.. TEN!!! that is almost "ancient"! Yea that was during my psle yup.... haha that was the last time i recalled feeling like wad im feeling now. My sec school days r the exact opposite, trying to get the best possible results without studying at all. And my poly is juz plain slack... haha i juz felt that it is. It was not about getting good grades to go to uni, or a better job. I did not want to score too bad as its a real waste, and wasn't really out to "kill". Then come uni, i suddenly want to turn mugger, and thus have to recall daniel from p5/6.. yup. and that is.. bad.
And talking about slack, how do u define it... am i slack u say?? going out here and there... and play mmo in exam. Zzz i must study more??? how??? Just becuz i choose not to sacrifice certain things in the exam means im slack?! ... heck, i have already deprived myself of gaming (i game with the intention of studying better later nowadays), I aim to convert every single possible minute into study when im at home. I dunnoe wad else i can give up to study more seriously, i deny myself of any self rest just so that i can study maximum, i feel like i let the whole world down if i dun study (an exxeration(sp?))... and i am... slack. I dunnoe wad to say.

And it was sunday!! yup ate my chicken chop mee for lunch... and then served for 3 pm.. the service is on some family thing. Got me thinking of when was the last time i prayed for stuff. My cell, my family , tech , frens blah blah... I recently feel so out of touch nowadays lah.. today i felt like i was going abit crazy alr lol. I want to but its like... so far away......

Today paper coming soon!! im gonna try to derive the formulas and try to calculate tomorrow with my engineering sense. Thats becuz i havent really done a single tutorial qn on the topic.... dun ask me y... And yea this reminds me of my no calculator e.maths term test in sec 4.. when i got no calculator and was still among the top few, juz becuz i like a handicap match hahaha. Really scary stunt if u ask me.. jiayou!

Sleep is the best... goodnite..

[ :) ]

Why is daniel blogging at 4+ am on a monday morning again?!!

becuz he is gonna start studying and he got exams in 2 days !! =)
ok fine i slept at 9 am yesterday lol
hahaha ya la becuz we got no choice, and we ll got to mug, got to mug... grrrr stupid song *shivers.. dun remind me..
Err anyway gonna start studying soon la :P

ok ya past week has been "pure" mugging, by my standards, not the max of the max studying, but as hardcore as my leveling in mmo's, now i can't think of any harder way to study hahaha. And i realised that studying is a very tiring thing (been slacking all my life), unlike playing game, u get tired after 2 hrs and u need a break.. but play game can go on for 4 hours straight. ya so need alot of breaks, been trying to cut abit of break time to maximise my efficiency!! yup.

Ok anyway went to study at downtown on sat with eug overnite!! ok la can la quite productive went home at 7 am and slept... didn't set alarm, but i ended up waking up on time for cell lol.. i dunnoe how, i was half awake den this thot "come on, dun be so lazy lah juz wake up" so i woke up lor c the time 10.50 and went for cell! yup :) (ehh sorry that i dun have much to say about cell, dunnoe how to put it down) Went to serve for 3 pm! as cam 5... ya and during p&w i had this sudden flashback/deja vu feeling lol, i suddenly felt like it was 3 years ago where i was still a innocent little member only noe cam 1 and 5, haha and camera felt so fun :P, with some of the old things coming back.. lol was kinda "liberated" for like 10 seconds, den im back to reality....... ok now its good too :) its juz different lah. Ok went for dinner after service and den to the library!! hehe mugger! becuz i noe i will sleep if i go home lah, library will be forced to study. Was really tired, squeezed 2 chapters, and den i KOed when i reached home after turning on my com!! too tired lah.

The boss battle is coming soon!! (plays the ff7 boss battle theme)

[ good luck to me!! thx to every1 who wished me for exams! :):) ]

The limit

Ahh the limit... wad is the limit.. or rather, wad is ur limit??? how much can u take b4 u crumble?? how much do u tell urself u can take???? how much can u really really take???? Haiz, i must endure, i must perservere, with no slowing down, without showing any sign of exhaustion. All alone, this road i must walk. With strength and courage i will carry on, without any doubt, because its what i have chosen and i noe its wad i should do. To do what i have to and must do, this is above me, more important than my little hope, my little dream, my little comfort. To put aside all those and strive forward, to carry on, despite the cirumstances. Ohh give me this Your strength, Your hope, Your wisdom, Your love that i might go beyond... my limit, for Your will.

Time to officially start studying!!! All the way with no mercy to me! :)

[Endeavour and Perservere]

27 days work; 1 day off !!!

which is today!!! ok yesterday, but still its today at where i was at the exact moment i typed this. hmm ok lar, its on the 4th of november 2008. Where i escaped to batam when i should be mugging like crazy... but im crazy enuff to go there despite having 3 tutorials and 3 lectures.... yea :):):)
Anyway, yup, it was a day of first!! many many first! ok some r juz randomly made up by me now...
1. My firz cell outing overseas!! it really is, lol who will notice.
2. My firz time overseas with a camera phone!! my omnia.. Oo, still lose to all the digi cam tho... but i finally have a camera phone again! wow so many years for this to happen.
3. My first time in indonesia... ohh well, crossing over it on a C130 doesn't really count lol.
4. My firz time kneeboarding/*cable skiing.. ok tried.. but its really hard.. starting it feels weird.. but kneeboarding is fun tho, tho very tiring on arms, should use it as training in bmt for chin ups haha.
5. My first spa and message!! ya lor.. ok la quite nice.... but its my firz time i can't say how nice it is. Really 22 years on this earth now i finally noe wad a real message feels like..
6. My firz time pillion riding!! u noe, my mother will kill me for this, dun think any1 noes this haha. But i got no choice lah. ohh and it feels like a bicycle lah..
7. My first time in batam!! ok it overlaps with the 3rd one, but thats wad world record holders do, recreate a new record by doing wad they already noe in a slightly different way. Ya really lah.. go there and lost only.

Ok lor i was quite "mountain tortoise" there... hmm

Speaking of trips, i juz realised i have never been very enthusiastic about it all my life (no1 reads this thats y i can say that). Yup, in fact there's this point in my life where i kinda hated travelling. So ok lar wadeva... i realised that when im on holiday, i can't really be on holiday, my life has turned too serious, and i guess this is wad i will be. i foresee myself to be the hardcore workaholic that works non stop all day with totally no life not for the sake of money but becuz i like work and there is nothing better else to do. That is if i find a job i really like or start my own business and remain single of cuz... haha. And ya i can't really have alot of fun when overseas, so called, u will c me being 'lost' somewhere becuz that is wad im really used to alr. Hmm and oso i do not have many good memories of travelling... so all these came back to me again. i recall..
My parents quarelling when we were in thailand.
My brothers 'ignoring' me in genting, being xtraxtraxtra in the family, how cool is that.
My ultimate loner trip when i was sec 3 in cameroon highlands.
My farming mission in australia where my goal is to live each day saving the most amount of money and waiting for it to pass.
So when im holiday, i will automatically switch to the xtra mode, naturally.

All these small minor hindrances aside, the trip was generally fun and good!! ya i got nothing to complain about really haha... except i feel like i spent alot!!! Still wondering wad a really fun holiday feels like tho... hmm will i ever noe.........

[Im the one to blame - JBD]
Ha. Ha. Ha :D

Desire...

ok hello...
ohh i went to study at esplanade library on saturday wif jon and esther haha, quite rare that i actually studied at a library lah.. i nv ever do that b4 my uni days one lol. Anyway, cant even do 1 qn la, m i dead or wad.. zzz. And i felt like i noe most of my stuff, tink must try exams qns. I need to regain my confidence lah. And den went to eat sushi $1 only with alot of wasabi... ouch....

And then it was sunday!!! hehe sunday is sunday! ok stop crapping... ya lor went for 11 am with cell ya. Yup i actually tink i have some of those pre-conceived notions on revelations that pastor shared, when i read the book much younger and i nv really read it with a proper perspective, ahh ok good that i cleared the air on some stuff... And on revelation, i used to wonder y God would be so "evil" and rain down so much judgement on mankind, but as i grew older i actually realised that He is very loving to save us, to be so patient with us despite our ohh-so-obvious-die-die-refuse-to-admit-it-fallen nature, that all we really need in life is actually Him, not all those other things... That the book actually tells of how He is so patient with man and still wanting to save despite judgement, instead of it being a sadist book on "ohh im gonna judge u all for denying me muahaha" kinda thing.
And ya i served for spdlite today, and the sermon is on desire which is the title of this post, means that i spend too much time typing fillers... Yup its on how we have strong desires, and He will grant us those desires if we ask. Yah i noe i heard this kind of thing alot alr. Got reminded of my desireless teenage years lol, on how i tried to lose all desires becuz i tink that any form of desire is self-centered/gain and therefore its all bad. (abit like buddhism thing but not that extreme ya) But i learnt that if we submit our desires unto Him, then he is gracious enuff to bless us... Went back slept and went for dinner with family.. Oo.. den met flan for "movie", which we nv watch, lol rare lah. Ended up walking ard and having supper at mac..

And since no one still reads this blog, i decided to share abit on my desires!! haha! altho they r seriously weird and kinda screwed.. but i decided to put them anyway, and if u wonder y, den u haven't been reading my blog properly. Ok i hope i dun offend any1 or anything like that.

I got this desire to prove that one can still achieve considerably good results without studying really hard blindly.. by being disciplined and studying smart and with His grace of cuz..... Becuz i noe i am where i am becuz of Him. I'm not giving an excuse for slacking...
I also have this desire to show that staying commited to church is possible despite life's storms and changes. That my priority will always be to honour Him, that even if one's life gets harder, with more things to crowd our life, that i will look to Him always. That is y i resolve never to give up on church juz to study more/project meeting/wadeva. Unless on certain cases lah.
I also desire to earn my fortune (who doesn't / this is certainly something new lol) not by the normal way of thinking of $$$ 24/7 but by trusting in Him and being "smart" of cuz :P That i might use my wealth to bless others. And own some luxurious stuff juz becuz i can not becuz i want them really badly in the first place hahaha.
And of cuz i desire to be an engineer, lol if not y am i studying in ntu. And to learn not for exams but becuz i really have a passion for it. yup :)
I desire to bless others with wadeva little i have, my cell, my friends, tech, family... Ya that somehow i will make that teeny weeny little bit of difference in their life, no matter how tiny it is :D
And of cuz, i desire to live a life that glorifies Him most importantly of all.

wow long post...

[Type too much to rmb wad i wanted to put here]

You double-minded

Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, u sinners, and Purify your hearts you double-minded - James 4:8

Ohh help me to come back to You once again... that i might live only for You always.

[Seek Ye first]

WSS again??!!

now wad is this post about??? haha wss lol, the competition i went last time.. that nearly drove me.. insane, sent to me ntu maybe... lol. But i learn't alot tho.. think so

stuff like..
spirit of excellence... haha i actually told my junior that on msn juz now, haha i learn't wad it is. Just that im not using it all the time..... becuz.

once a slacker, always a slacker :)
My msn nick!! wss taught me wad i truly am!! a slacker!! that i must slack, somehow, somewhere. Seriously, like the saying goes "u cant force urself to like brocoli"... "u can't force urself to like mugging!!" haha..

His grace is sufficient for me. yup always...

Nah this is not an excuse to slack.. juz trying to get into perspective here, b4 i begin my final "push" for exams (not playing dota). I can alr feel the stress lah... not like in poly days where i only feel it 2 days b4 exams at most haha

[19 days to first exams :) ]

Heck studying..

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz hahaha exams in one month...
i haven't been studying these 2 days... i concluded.... uni kinda sux... abit. altho i like wad i study, i enjoy school, being a student is quite nice.. but somehow, somewhere, it sux.. and i dunnoe where.. lol.
Must be stressed, over the fact im not doing anything, if only study more == better grades den i will be mugging like mad... but sianz........... hahaha. ok lar i shall stay focused and get going again, while slacking that is.. hehe
And im finding eating, sleeping, and taking short breaks a chore... such a waste of time, even going out..... i juz feel like doing nothing and study all day but i hate the fact im feeling like that so i choose to slack. lol.

[confused and disordered]

You have been hit... with a C!

ouch.. painful.. got my first C+, for my quiz today.... and to tink i studied hard for it, goes to show my logic is always rite, studying is a waste of time, stupid lah. I thot i can get A or smthin close to it, shows that one should nv hope for an A to get one. And that a slacker should nv change class to a mugger and hope for good results, he should always remain slack.. Changing to mugger so suddenly will screw him up completely!!

And i went for wss mecha today, yup to c my juniors, can c they are doing well at where we sucked, glad to know thats some improvement. I always feel that they r abit slack, unlike us where we were hardcore, goes to prove my logic again, slackers may not aways fail, they can survive!!

I shall choose to slack in uni but score good grades!!! ( i will find a way to do it :P )

Leave u with a quote i made up myself (maybe) based on wad i learnt in wss :D

[Study as if in exams, do exams as if studying!]

my motto for studying... thats if i study...

byes!

Sundays are rest days...

hahaha yup sundays r rest days.. thats y i nv do any work.. again.. getting irritated at myself at the lack of discipline, if this continues im gonna lock myself in my room and mug all day long :) haha..

Anyway..... yea sundays r relaxing indeed. Woke up today and went to 11 am with my cell... Service ended den went up to serve 4 spdlite. yea! full strength haha.. ok that is all lol good lor (its a sunday im too lazy to write any more its a rest day). And yup after spdlite i went to sign up for my 5th spdlite camp!! ya lol y i sign up i dun really noe, got the usual "camp resistance" feeling came to me again, and again i chose to ignore and "just sign up la". I actually signed up for my first spdlite camp after being in spdlite for 5-6 years... now that is very old, and the fact that this is my 5th camp means im even older... hehe. Think there won't be many cg members, should be smthin like my CIA camp, haha the camp where i said this will be my last camp.. But i dun care.... i tink i should sign up so i just sign up.... i win :D
After signing up i went back, haha a rare sunday where i nv eat lunch wif cell, not going to xtra ard this time, home is the best... went out for dinner with family!! rare... ok lor ate at sakae. hmm liddat lor :P. Went home and played mario bash all the way, unlocked lu bu in warriors orichi, and blogged. And that is all, a perfect sunday, a day of rest :)

Whateva, think im trying to "dissapear" recently so that i can "study"... zzzz life.. is a... cycle.. wad u doing man..

Ok gaming stuff!! colonization is fun!! the new one, with much better graphics. Fairyland is the same tho.... haven't completed my heroes 5, i wanna play pharoah, and i haven't been playing dota.. Gonna play warhammer after my exams i tink. Zzz no gaming now!! y m i toking about this... Banned!! :P

Study... study... study....

[You r my strength when i am weak]

Xtra has returned!!

Haha!! lol y have u come back... heh heh..

lol ok since this blog is new i shall add more post... like one today.. My week was good!! becuz i pon a total of 11 hours worth of school!! wow! aint i pro??!! cool rite... uni rox pon like its free!! yea!

Ok i pon to "study" for my maths quiz la.. should be quite good, thank God. And ya wads wrong wif me again.. zzzz waste of time.. i can feel the xtra-ness in me today, again. Its such a long lost feeling... ahh wadeva i should have never never ever bothered. z.

Anyway exams in 1 month time!! O.o... IM GONNA TURN A FULL TIME MUGGER, for the first time in my life!!!!! hopefully. I tell u, uni is so different from sec school/poly/ns lah. This time, i finally understand how my teammate feel in wss. Its like in sec sch i never really cared about school at all. In poly i was juz 'sailing' thru becuz i noe its a waste if i dun put in abit of effort... and ns is juz waiting to get out. But now, in uni, i really wanna study. I want to put in effort lah, its like i have been waiting all my life for this opportunity to really study hard (my only childhood dream is to become an engineer and it could be coming true).. once in my life :) Yup, good to have desires, but He still comes first, always.

A rare post where i did not really say wad happened for the week.. hehe

[I wanna mug, mug, mug... its fun!! (not sarcasm, i really like wad im studying. in general that is)]

True to its purpose...

As the purpose of the blog is say how slack i am and make me feel guilty.. so here goes..

woke up at 12.30 pm today haha like the latest ever this year.. and err.. met jeremy at tm to eat lunch. And i ate so slowly its like more den 1 hour lunch la.. Then go arcade to play tc4, err i still rather noob at that. After that went wandering around in white sands, more like in ntuc.. and eventually entered the library. to study. Spent about 1 hour studying at most , was feeling to sleepy and sian while i was studying.. so decided studying at home is the best. Went home, on my way went to look at phones. Think im getting a sumsung omnia!! hahaha wad a total waste of money lah :D All the phone features are so nice but i have no idea wad they r. I only noe it looks ok, can do alot of stuff and it has a rather good battery. Well i nv really own a camera phone in my life, might as well get something that is da pwn.. hehe

And yea, gonna start studying now???? but its dinner time 'soon' :P

Y is daniel blogging at 4 am on a monday morning?

becuz he is not going to school on monday (i mean today)!!
Hahaha not a good way to start a blog...
Lets c gonna keep a blog so that i can keep track of how slack i am and feel more guilty for not studying hahaha..
Hopefully this blog doesnt end up like my previous 1, tho the style of writing is the same haha...

Yup i have a maths quiz (30%) tomorrow.. and here i am instead of studying, ehh blogging??? Hahaha some things never change =P

Ohh and regarding the address of the blog... lets juz say i got inspired by the FX brand ok??