ya im supposed to slp... Yup went to eat at sh okodu earlier, smthin like jeremy farewell lol. Im supposed to treat, but really, its real real hard to be nice. lol. for me at least. Kinda got reminded of my free money give away plan when im rich haha.. hopefully nxt time can try =X
I nv pay for anything in the end la, all free..
haaa, its 09 already.... so fast. yup.
I always say only zzzzzz, but i can't seem to do it. I want to, but den i think i say only.. Sianzzz, i m so lacking.
Just one more chance pls (say only zzzz), i wanna turn to You.
[SUNDAY :D:D:D:D:D:D ]
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Hi. Random
ahhh got bored of the sunday post thingy so i change my title abit..
ya i noe its going to 4 am soon... means i may oversleep 4 my sch tmrr, spare me the 3 hrs of travelling... lol, ops hope u dun get what i mean :P
Im still alive, and wad else is there to noe really...
I went 4 some outreach thing on sat morning, waited at home to go sim lim in the evening, den funan to shop 4 sivam laptop, reach home at nite, KO in bed. Woke up sunday morning, go for cell, den lunch, serve 3pm + prac, went home for dinner, then go out and watch red cli f 2 with flan! had supper after that...... Ya thats my weekend for u lol. Where got time to study??? But that is not the point, hahaha (im crazy)
So i shall change strategy and mug maximum on weekdays!!! (zzzz im getting bored with myself at typing this kind of thing alr)
My, my, people r really growing older, they really r. Haha flan commented i look like 19 in my outfit, but that is my disguise haha, nay anything lah.
Red cl iff is really nice!! i like the setting, the way how the characters interact with each other, like there is so much honor, their convictions, their ideals. Ok the fighting is ok, but its like lacking the overall feel.
Sivam comment i was cursed with Christianity from birth!! lol. What a word to use. If that is the case, i will gladly be 'cursed' all my life.
I thought my strength will never ever run out, never. But i guess im growing older... Reality always win, always. Whatever. Goodbye and have a nice day =)
[Life is bigger then u. Your fame and your wealth]
ya i noe its going to 4 am soon... means i may oversleep 4 my sch tmrr, spare me the 3 hrs of travelling... lol, ops hope u dun get what i mean :P
Im still alive, and wad else is there to noe really...
I went 4 some outreach thing on sat morning, waited at home to go sim lim in the evening, den funan to shop 4 sivam laptop, reach home at nite, KO in bed. Woke up sunday morning, go for cell, den lunch, serve 3pm + prac, went home for dinner, then go out and watch red cli f 2 with flan! had supper after that...... Ya thats my weekend for u lol. Where got time to study??? But that is not the point, hahaha (im crazy)
So i shall change strategy and mug maximum on weekdays!!! (zzzz im getting bored with myself at typing this kind of thing alr)
My, my, people r really growing older, they really r. Haha flan commented i look like 19 in my outfit, but that is my disguise haha, nay anything lah.
Red cl iff is really nice!! i like the setting, the way how the characters interact with each other, like there is so much honor, their convictions, their ideals. Ok the fighting is ok, but its like lacking the overall feel.
Sivam comment i was cursed with Christianity from birth!! lol. What a word to use. If that is the case, i will gladly be 'cursed' all my life.
I thought my strength will never ever run out, never. But i guess im growing older... Reality always win, always. Whatever. Goodbye and have a nice day =)
[Life is bigger then u. Your fame and your wealth]
Monday, January 12, 2009
Spdlite
Or what??? flashbeam u say???? lol really new name lah...
ya thats the service i went for today, the only service, nv go 4 main... nv go cell... machiam rebel liao lol.
Ok lah after spdlite got to go for leaders meeting. lol some1 bought up whats the role of ministry leaders in this new thingy, ya true.. wad is our role, anyway i kinda have a rough idea ya, but yup, i nv thought that this day will come, me in the leaders meeting, never ever, 10 yrs in spdlite and i always always thought this day will nv come (repeating myself for the effect). But since its here, ya liddat lor, so its me and my videolight team C lol :) its like a really small part lah hehe
Anyway since this post is about spdlite, shall talk about it more. You noe, really feel like graduation is coming soon 4 me... 2 years ago i will nv think liddat tho most of my cell members r.. But really, i wanna step down soon.... NOTT!!! hahaha no la of cuz not, not even 1 yr as leader lah, havent warm the chair yet :P
But i seriously think that i reach the stage in life where im passing the season already, yup. I can sense it coming, my graduation lol. 10 years inside is quite long u noe, from a nonsense dunnoe anything blur kid to a maybe anything blur adult kid-lookalike, its quite long.. Go this urge to lay it all down lah zzzz, guess this time must come for every1. Abit of history on me in spdlite! (zzz grandfather story again)
1998 - graduated from sparklite to spdlite!!! like the many p6's. I juz automatically "promoted". Just glad that i do not have to do the sparklite cheer anymore and earn points lol. Went to freshfire cell (my first and last cell lol :D ) haha, rmbed eugene join after awhile.. yea :)
1999 - Sec 1!! passed my psle (duh!), and realised that quite alot of people in my cell come from my sch. Don't really noe much lah, big nub following parents only.... Flan joined haha, always go tm and walk around with him, haha dunnoe y lol. Still playing around in P&W lah, horrible me. But yea getting the hang of it. But i was emo, so emo and antisocial that i tell myself i will never join a minstry. And that was it, just attending and wasting every1's time (to put it bluntly)
2000 - Cell split early that year, eugene went to the other cell :( Ahh that's when i get to go out with flan more often. But he's quite mia, so theres me, the restless wanderer wandering in spdlite, with random people here and there ( i dun sit with my cell one, always disappear elsewhere lol ). The quiet guy that nv says anything. And have this urge to join tech, but knowing me, i will nv do that lol.
2001 - Sec 3!!! ya my memory is failing me, but hanying was leading at this moment. And im still the quiet boy (not like im much better now really). Attending spdlite for the sake of attending, really dun wanna go into that part, but yup. Im still in spdlite, but nv ever do my QT, nv even once. Spoke less den 10 sentences a year in cell (dun count bible verses), i was gone lah, lol.
2002 - O level lor, This should be the year i tried to turn the other way, but really i got to undo many many years of damage. haha. Told myself i will nv grow up to be a cell leader, but God really noe how to play with words lah..
2003 - Still in spdlite!! and spdlite is cool!! yup, tink this is the year whereby i felt i actually started to be in spdlite. Instead of just being there (took me long enuff). Yup poly year one, haha. Told myself one day i will join tech. One day, just one day, if there is a recruitment.... And flan returned to church!! haha :):):)
2004 - ya la another year in spdlite wad else. I joined tech! :D:D After waiting for like 11 months for ministry recruitment, i just put my name down, i thot the paper won't pass me lol, den i wont bother liao... hehe. Anyway yup, Alvin did try to get me into the urshering ministry (like alot of people in there that time), but my mind was on going to tech team yea :), didnt say that, but i was hoping they will nv call me to join urshering, and they did not haha! (nothin against them, i will nv c myself as an ursher, lol) Yup so after 4 years, im finally inside already lor..
And i also joined my first spdlite camp!!! after 6 yrs in spd.. pro rite.... told u im "lost" haha.
So many milestones on this year...
2005 - cell finally merged again!! lol even longer then my wait to join ministry, but yea... Got posted to videolight sometime in june, and was the oldest person there, tho i just joined... lol. Hmm when i first join i thought it would be for a short while n i will leave when i enter ns.
2006 - ns, poly graduate, and stuff... ya can't really bear to leave tech so early lol, and i actually got into air force!!! Told Him that i will serve if i enter air force, and ya really being able to serve is a real privilage lah :)
2007 - Reachlite was born.. on my 1 yr anniversary in ns. And my cell is starting to leave spdlite ya.
2008 - Last year, go and read my archives. Basically got promoted to ministry leader, yup. Still halfway in spdlite. Felt like i haven'nt do enuff.
2009 - In my own world, thought of leaving. But ya still its not time yet.... Going with spdlite change ya??? (ok all forecasted haha)
The years seem real short if u put them down liddat. Guess the main reason im still around has to be my ministry, really fell in love with serving lol, i really like tech and my team alot!!! serious.... Haha if im not in that i guess u won't c me around, and i will feel like my stay in spdlite is incomplete lah, really i wanna give my all for this, my final chance... Really my hope is that i will be able to impart this love and joy for ministry and God to my members, that is all, that this team will both be pleasing to us and Him.. other den that, i got not much business to be around anymore, sadly.
Still not done yet..
[ Above all ]
ya thats the service i went for today, the only service, nv go 4 main... nv go cell... machiam rebel liao lol.
Ok lah after spdlite got to go for leaders meeting. lol some1 bought up whats the role of ministry leaders in this new thingy, ya true.. wad is our role, anyway i kinda have a rough idea ya, but yup, i nv thought that this day will come, me in the leaders meeting, never ever, 10 yrs in spdlite and i always always thought this day will nv come (repeating myself for the effect). But since its here, ya liddat lor, so its me and my videolight team C lol :) its like a really small part lah hehe
Anyway since this post is about spdlite, shall talk about it more. You noe, really feel like graduation is coming soon 4 me... 2 years ago i will nv think liddat tho most of my cell members r.. But really, i wanna step down soon.... NOTT!!! hahaha no la of cuz not, not even 1 yr as leader lah, havent warm the chair yet :P
But i seriously think that i reach the stage in life where im passing the season already, yup. I can sense it coming, my graduation lol. 10 years inside is quite long u noe, from a nonsense dunnoe anything blur kid to a maybe anything blur adult kid-lookalike, its quite long.. Go this urge to lay it all down lah zzzz, guess this time must come for every1. Abit of history on me in spdlite! (zzz grandfather story again)
1998 - graduated from sparklite to spdlite!!! like the many p6's. I juz automatically "promoted". Just glad that i do not have to do the sparklite cheer anymore and earn points lol. Went to freshfire cell (my first and last cell lol :D ) haha, rmbed eugene join after awhile.. yea :)
1999 - Sec 1!! passed my psle (duh!), and realised that quite alot of people in my cell come from my sch. Don't really noe much lah, big nub following parents only.... Flan joined haha, always go tm and walk around with him, haha dunnoe y lol. Still playing around in P&W lah, horrible me. But yea getting the hang of it. But i was emo, so emo and antisocial that i tell myself i will never join a minstry. And that was it, just attending and wasting every1's time (to put it bluntly)
2000 - Cell split early that year, eugene went to the other cell :( Ahh that's when i get to go out with flan more often. But he's quite mia, so theres me, the restless wanderer wandering in spdlite, with random people here and there ( i dun sit with my cell one, always disappear elsewhere lol ). The quiet guy that nv says anything. And have this urge to join tech, but knowing me, i will nv do that lol.
2001 - Sec 3!!! ya my memory is failing me, but hanying was leading at this moment. And im still the quiet boy (not like im much better now really). Attending spdlite for the sake of attending, really dun wanna go into that part, but yup. Im still in spdlite, but nv ever do my QT, nv even once. Spoke less den 10 sentences a year in cell (dun count bible verses), i was gone lah, lol.
2002 - O level lor, This should be the year i tried to turn the other way, but really i got to undo many many years of damage. haha. Told myself i will nv grow up to be a cell leader, but God really noe how to play with words lah..
2003 - Still in spdlite!! and spdlite is cool!! yup, tink this is the year whereby i felt i actually started to be in spdlite. Instead of just being there (took me long enuff). Yup poly year one, haha. Told myself one day i will join tech. One day, just one day, if there is a recruitment.... And flan returned to church!! haha :):):)
2004 - ya la another year in spdlite wad else. I joined tech! :D:D After waiting for like 11 months for ministry recruitment, i just put my name down, i thot the paper won't pass me lol, den i wont bother liao... hehe. Anyway yup, Alvin did try to get me into the urshering ministry (like alot of people in there that time), but my mind was on going to tech team yea :), didnt say that, but i was hoping they will nv call me to join urshering, and they did not haha! (nothin against them, i will nv c myself as an ursher, lol) Yup so after 4 years, im finally inside already lor..
And i also joined my first spdlite camp!!! after 6 yrs in spd.. pro rite.... told u im "lost" haha.
So many milestones on this year...
2005 - cell finally merged again!! lol even longer then my wait to join ministry, but yea... Got posted to videolight sometime in june, and was the oldest person there, tho i just joined... lol. Hmm when i first join i thought it would be for a short while n i will leave when i enter ns.
2006 - ns, poly graduate, and stuff... ya can't really bear to leave tech so early lol, and i actually got into air force!!! Told Him that i will serve if i enter air force, and ya really being able to serve is a real privilage lah :)
2007 - Reachlite was born.. on my 1 yr anniversary in ns. And my cell is starting to leave spdlite ya.
2008 - Last year, go and read my archives. Basically got promoted to ministry leader, yup. Still halfway in spdlite. Felt like i haven'nt do enuff.
2009 - In my own world, thought of leaving. But ya still its not time yet.... Going with spdlite change ya??? (ok all forecasted haha)
The years seem real short if u put them down liddat. Guess the main reason im still around has to be my ministry, really fell in love with serving lol, i really like tech and my team alot!!! serious.... Haha if im not in that i guess u won't c me around, and i will feel like my stay in spdlite is incomplete lah, really i wanna give my all for this, my final chance... Really my hope is that i will be able to impart this love and joy for ministry and God to my members, that is all, that this team will both be pleasing to us and Him.. other den that, i got not much business to be around anymore, sadly.
Still not done yet..
[ Above all ]
Friday, January 9, 2009
I shld be studying...
ya im not
sadly havent been really productive...
i noe.. this sem im wanna chiong for the very last time... (or so called).
haaa think im still abit affected by my results, i expected much more from me... not that my results r that bad, its just that im plain. greedy. that is all....
haha im losing perspective already... no matter how hard i try to empty out my life to free up more time to study, i always have something to do.. so hard to focus lah... losing the passion alr, i guess thats wad happens when u keep trying but somehow noe its not really going anywhere lah... sad.
I noe the logic, i noe how i shld do it, i noe wad i shld do, i noe who to give it up to, but one tiny part of me is still holding on, refusing to let go. z.
Ok 5 min post.. nice. Off to "study". lol.
sadly havent been really productive...
i noe.. this sem im wanna chiong for the very last time... (or so called).
haaa think im still abit affected by my results, i expected much more from me... not that my results r that bad, its just that im plain. greedy. that is all....
haha im losing perspective already... no matter how hard i try to empty out my life to free up more time to study, i always have something to do.. so hard to focus lah... losing the passion alr, i guess thats wad happens when u keep trying but somehow noe its not really going anywhere lah... sad.
I noe the logic, i noe how i shld do it, i noe wad i shld do, i noe who to give it up to, but one tiny part of me is still holding on, refusing to let go. z.
Ok 5 min post.. nice. Off to "study". lol.
Monday, January 5, 2009
End of holidays..
Ya la ya la thats wad this post is about..
yup my holidays just ended..
and ya its 4.30 am now..
and i got sch later... lol still nv change la..
ok i must say that i had a very blessed holidays :) Went out alot, went 4 spdlite camp and nv do any work at all... not even tidy up the exam papers i throw at the side straight after my exams.
yea...... this is not the usual "rot at home" holidays i have in my teens lah.
And that is all for holidays.... and it was sunday lah... so here goes....... again =X
Neway, stayed at jeremy hse all day on saturday overnite to play monster hunter lol, ya truly gamer style lah... camp there eat pizza and play all the way until 7 am...... hahaha not much chance to do this kind of thing liao. slept there woke up at 11++ (now u noe y i didn't go for service), reached home at 12.20 and chiong my way to make it on time for spdlite. phew. Spdlite ended and i got to go 4 leaders meeting lah, no escape they mention ministry leaders. You noe, i go there feel abit funny one, no division no specific area machiam some independent party lah (ok this part can be ignored). So go loh, yup heard a runthru on the vision of spdlite, sounds good and really glad to c at least things r pointing somewhere... think i can juz try to do my small little part haha. Yup so many years in spdlite, really hope to give back now. Anyway the meeting ended and i juz disapeared quickly becuz really there is not much need for me to hang ard. Ok went 4 lunch alone and went back to sleep. Flan called me at 7+ and i woke up, played monster hunter all the way till 10, went down to starbucks and played scrabble!! lol i actually won but ya that is all...... ohh had a talk with flan abt spd, yup praying that things will get better...
Sundays are the best days, always =D
Time to work hard, mug like crazy, and wait for my nxt holidays!!
Seriously, this sem is my trying sem. All or nothing.
And i thot of typing a long story about how i got into tech and all that, but that is for another day haha
[Daniel - Lv 1 No life church goer]
yup my holidays just ended..
and ya its 4.30 am now..
and i got sch later... lol still nv change la..
ok i must say that i had a very blessed holidays :) Went out alot, went 4 spdlite camp and nv do any work at all... not even tidy up the exam papers i throw at the side straight after my exams.
yea...... this is not the usual "rot at home" holidays i have in my teens lah.
And that is all for holidays.... and it was sunday lah... so here goes....... again =X
Neway, stayed at jeremy hse all day on saturday overnite to play monster hunter lol, ya truly gamer style lah... camp there eat pizza and play all the way until 7 am...... hahaha not much chance to do this kind of thing liao. slept there woke up at 11++ (now u noe y i didn't go for service), reached home at 12.20 and chiong my way to make it on time for spdlite. phew. Spdlite ended and i got to go 4 leaders meeting lah, no escape they mention ministry leaders. You noe, i go there feel abit funny one, no division no specific area machiam some independent party lah (ok this part can be ignored). So go loh, yup heard a runthru on the vision of spdlite, sounds good and really glad to c at least things r pointing somewhere... think i can juz try to do my small little part haha. Yup so many years in spdlite, really hope to give back now. Anyway the meeting ended and i juz disapeared quickly becuz really there is not much need for me to hang ard. Ok went 4 lunch alone and went back to sleep. Flan called me at 7+ and i woke up, played monster hunter all the way till 10, went down to starbucks and played scrabble!! lol i actually won but ya that is all...... ohh had a talk with flan abt spd, yup praying that things will get better...
Sundays are the best days, always =D
Time to work hard, mug like crazy, and wait for my nxt holidays!!
Seriously, this sem is my trying sem. All or nothing.
And i thot of typing a long story about how i got into tech and all that, but that is for another day haha
[Daniel - Lv 1 No life church goer]
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