Another blessed weekend =)

Yea??
And another weekend passed !!!
And so it was saturday. Kinda a struggle to wake up but i did anyway. lol met them 4 lunch. Haha i felt abit like im out of the desert feeling, effects of excessive rotting. Anyway yea had a mahjong session lor, fun fun. haha ok i was the overall winner (formed my firz single colored set! ) , but no money was involved :). You know, i nv liked winning people, its like im stealing something from them, could be their pride, or juz their money :P. But really its juz good company and lazy afternoon lol.
Ok anyway i went back for dinner with family, and then supper with flan and matt! Haha been going out at weird timings recently, like 10+ suddenly go out kinda thing. Ate ah balling at 85, ok. I had this strange feeling that i shouldn't disturb eug on that day, a gut feel kind of thing (didn't sms him at all lol). Anyway after supper matt drove me home, and juz before i reached home, eug called me. ZzZZzzzz y. Tell me im wrong. While i was walking to meet him i was thinking to myself, "tell me im wrong, that im thinking too much". Anyway, i ended up in mac until it was breakfast time. And slept at 5+, i m so not going to wake up for cell tmr ...

And i was right. I failed to wake up for cell, ended up taking cab to have lunch with cell. At least get to c them abit. Anyway i went down for the 3pm rehearsal. ok. Then i served for 3. Today got 7 people!! 7!! almost full str!!! for 3pm its rather rare. Im so happy lah :) So i nv really do much 4 the service. Went for tech^3, got arrowed again, and mind went blank again. Aiya i dunnoe y i always jump to the concluding statement whenever i try to share, then i realise that i missed out the important thing. From then on i get stuck becuz i try to reverse wad i say, and yet it doesnt flow, zzzzzz. Its good to hear leon share haha, really thats wad this thing is for. Different people face different struggles, deal with different things at diffrent points of our lives, but yet we still come together and choose to honor Him by serving, guess thats wad makes a ministry different from a cell, in a cell we more or less group the similar people together. Similar and yet different ....... Sometimes i feel abit inadequate as a ML, its like im abit "far" from them, like i must try to relate to them lah, wad they r going thru, not that i can't, but its kind of far away now, but i would say that was the phase of life i learnt the most, and i really hope i can at least help in one way or another. Sometimes i try to imagine my old sec school self in tech, lol that will b really funny, imagine this quiet emo guy, doesn't talk, doesn't smile, and will probably ignore u. Wow if i have myself in my team i think i will 'die'. LOL. Anyway we were even able to do a production 4 rehearsal, can teach abit of man-pack too lol.

Stayed in church for 7, really feel abit like going 4 double service. Hmm its really different being a congre, kinda missed that recently. Message was on faith, how we should act it out. yup yup. After service ate pizza hut, went to eug hse with jared after that. Played citadels!! The ballroom card is really funny lah. Ultimate killer. Reached home and typed this.

One should nv be too quick to judge. Growing up in a christian home kinda make u judgemental in a way, always taught the "Do not's" and all wrong things u should not do. As a result we become very quick to judge, becuz we grow up in an environment where we too r judged, for no other reason other than these standards have been set on us/ or we set on ourselves. Nothing wrong with being holy for Him, but really, i seriously think that we r being too legalistic here. Who sets the standard anyway ?? Who says we mustn't swear? cannot get attached b4 20? Cannot drink. Cannot go clubbing. Cant smoke, Cant mix with gangsters etc. etc (ok getting a tatoo/ homosexuality is clearly wrong. Those r biblical, no arguement.) Cannot do this, cannot do that. Yup wad results is youngsters becoming double-sided. On sunday they r all good, then weekday come have to struggle with so many things that others won't have to. Sunday come again feel condemned its like u fail some test, becuz of the week that passed, and cycle repeat. Ya recently i realised that wads most important is how we walk with Him. Its not how many rules we can keep, we are failible after all. When we focus on only being holy, we lose sight of Him and actually become like the pharisees, judging people all the time. Its only when we walk with Him do we become holy, its the other way round dear. We always seek Him firz, then the rest will follow. That said, we should live as if in the light, striving 4 holiness.

Ok thats alot of random stuff. The sun is rising soon. I need to sleep. Had a really blessed weekend!! Despite of all that happened. He is faithful always! :)

[And life still goes on.]