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You're just a prayer away
No matter where I am
I know in my heart
You're never too far
WHen I'm losing my way
You're just a prayer away
My strength is in my faith
I'm never alone
I'm never afraid
Cause You're just a prayer away

what a meaningful song, every line seems to speak to me now lol. Never too far, never alone, never afraid, cuz He's just a prayer away. Just nid to turn to Him, but we juz refuse to, even though we always know He's there. Haiz ......

Anyway some updates ...

My bro got married !! Haha i won't elaborate much ... but congratulations and lots of :):):):):)

Came back from watching F1, lol the cars look shiny, seriously, but yea it was good to c a real life F1 car move :)

Other than that, ok lor.

zzzzz i dunnoe if i can really live life like that, i dun mind, i know i may have to, n something inside me says i can.

I think i can't let go, which is y i would rather live life with nothing, but then again that will be pointless, but if i dun, then its back to square 1, stupid vicious cycle :(

But now i'm stuck, i guess i have lost the right to choose. I just have to continue, and continue , and some more .....

I know i'm lost, and thats the only thing i know. Does that mean i'm really lost ?? But i dun want to get out anyway.

[ I do not ask 4 sympathy, nor any help, i only ask that u stop judging me ... ] <-- not directed at any1.

Ohh just leave me alone ....