Haha yup i woke up today n went 4 cell today ! yup flan was sharing on cell today, about cell. Yup quite alot of people talked, which is a good thing. Yup good to hear diff people on their views. But talk is always cheap, but its the most necessary step, lol life is full of contradictions.
But anyway i had to serve for spdlite later, yup yup got new cam 2 and switcher today !! yea team is progressing :) Haha and the service went really well, better than wad i thought, ok maybe i shld not have said that, like looking down on them, but im comparing it to myself last time lah. hmmm.
Ya and the sermon during spdlite was really good !! Its as though im in sec sch/poly, where sermons really spoke to me. Yup i mean its juz a message on the feeding of the 5000, how He can take wad lousy stuff we have n multiply it. Stuff like He is bigger than us, bigger than all the problems we face. Stuff like sometimes we crumble and make ourselves too small, and not turn to Him. Things i heard over and over again. Lost count of how many times i hear this kind of things.
But it spoke to me, strangely it did. I didn't catch 100 % , but i'm pretty sure pastor's words were directed at me. Yup its funny tho, when i was younger i strive to make Him really big, and now i'm having problems finding Him. lol. I can't explain it, think i passed breaking point basically.
Yup n was asked to share on my ideal cell today by zw. lol i didn't really spell out completely, but i guess this blog is still safe. haha. Hmm ideal cell ?? i would say my previous cell was close to ideal, u noe, when u go to cell u r encouraged, during the week u strive to walk with Him, only to be encouraged further when its Sunday, giving u the strength to carry on, the motivation to seek Him. Now thats an ideal cell, yup yup.
n i dun like playing games, becuz after all im the one that used to.
Yea and life still goes on, ya i realized it just now. So bounded by space and time, life is really too short. God is really greater than all. I guess thats enuff to go thru this life already. yea :)
[ Take me in once again =) ]
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