Update lor

Ahhh
ya just to prevent blog from dying.. so im gonna update. but its 3.50+ am tho.......
maybe i lost my points, but must anyway b4 it dies...

Had a rather bz weekend, alot of things! yup from friday nite onwards i was booked, went to russ hse 4 mahjong, since its his bday lol. Ahh i got owned real bad, but happy bday to him!! hahaha

Yup kinda rested at his place till saturday afternoon. After which i got to pack up, and get ready to go for MS... yup yup ms, crashing again. I like, i always do :):):)
went home after that lol. slpt within 1 hr i got back i think.

And then it was sunday! yup sunday go church lor. haha went for 11 am with cell, after that lunch at astons. Then have to make my way to aloha changi, my grandma 77 yr old bday! Yup nv knew her real age, my grandma is like(not v close to the other side) the only grandparent i have since young. I tell u something, my relatives r imba, serious. I mean my grandma first wish for her bday is to love God, my cousins conduct pnw when they r bored. Yup u get the point... i was just sleepy, wanted to play psp, and waiting for f1 to start. Ohh well some people sometimes ask to be born in a better family etc. etc, but i think the family im born in is simply too good for me. I dun deserve it at all, i dun. Too good, i cannot ask for more, no right to...

Thats abt it, nv do any work at all this whole weekend. Not like i really care anyway. Hmm i got things to settle i guess this week, gg. zzzzzzzzz. I think im losing motivation alr. 1 month to lose motivation, long by my standards, but i guess i cant afford to. But i dunno, i was really tired, i feel less tired now at 4 am, n thats the strange thing....

Hmm u can consider the below a mini reflection lol.
I guess i enjoy downplaying all my achievements in life.

pple say i build robots in e future, i say no lah, i fix toilet 1
pple say wah well done u made it in local u, i say no lah, tyco 1
pple say wah u ministry leader alr, i say nothin much lah, just help out abit only
pple say pro got 2nd in local competition, i say ya ok lah, can still get 2nd quite heng

Nothing, i repeat nothing, satisfies me in life. Therefore nothing i do will please me, and nothing i do is of values to me. That explains my horrendously slack attitude to life, (i must have blogged abt this b4), n y im always lost. Always slow, nv seeming to care, ppl find job, i cant be bother, still the same daniel, dun bluff u havent change much :x

I may have crossed the line of being humble... but nothing will change, i will continue downplaying my achievements, for they r but worthless to me. Nv liked them anyway, nv do.