Emo momo time! no more 1 word titles!!!1 hahaha
nah dun worry. Im far from being emo... very far. n definitely not lovey-dovey. lolx
Hmm tracing origin of title...... ohh ya i was trying to reply something on fb. It has smthing to do with gaming, n i took close to 30 minutes to come up with a reply. Not 30 seconds mind u, but 30 minutes...... 30 long minutes i will say. for some1 like me, who has spent his life gaming, its epic fail....
Yup during those 30 long minutes, i started to reflect on my how sad my life has become. Ok "sad". Haha i just realised how little games i play these days, ahh all thanks to dota, and many things, which reduced my gaming time significantly. Most of the time, im too tired to game....
And then it struck me, that things aren't the same anymore. Everything around me, not one at a time, almost simultaneously, n its not just gaming. And i never knew how it happened. I dun even noe when it even happened. Hahaha even tho i may act, think n look like its the same, somehow i knew deep inside me its not. N i hate this feeling. I dun want to pretend. it sux. bad. If i knew how n why it would bring much comfort. But it just came without any warning, they were little signs, but u can't really tell...
I knew one day i will have to transit, nah i'm not thinking of running away, just didn't noe it would come so suddenly. Or maybe i was expecting too much... prepare too much for nothing lol, it just happened dear. gg.
lolx i think i just miss gaming. Playing all day long without a care, almost like running away, but still always ard. I missed gaming happily, playing becuz i can n want to not becuz i need to. I missed enjoying gaming, instead of trying to enjoy it. Its tiring, zzzzz. I want to be a gamer right now but i can only drool at all the games in game shops, n i lost the right to complain becuz of my age n responsibilities. And thats the sucky thing abt it. I dun mind drooling only, but pls let me complain :( Its only a singaporean thing to do zzzzzz
So many years n counting must i finally move away??? Nah i know i wouldn't. I adhere my vows to the point of death. almost. And for other things??? i guess i just keep in step then......
And thats about it... i guess i will just continue doing the things i love :):):)
Sunday post!
Haha got u there! u didn't think i will rmb rite? heh so yup i had a long sunday. another bz 1 as usual.... was awoken at 9.45am by melia sms. 3 sms at such a strange time, n it was raining :( But nah it was abit expected, becuz cell going 9 am today. Its just that i didnt expect them to turn up lol. at least i nv heard of them waking up that early on a sunday. ohh well...
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Prep n left hse to meet melia, flan, ben, shanelle, weiling n lie co ng for lunch. Had kway chap at Ang Ke ong (i refuse to say umbrella, cuz its more fun to say its original name :P) Haha had a good time laughing with my cell. Then went to church w flan n lie co ng... nah to slack ard haha, cuz too early for spd. Then it was time to serve for spd. Not 4getting to mention seeing chris at coming out from 11 am svc tho. Yea managed to sneak in n do cam 2. N theodore mentioned that flan sounds like a girl's name (only say such things in secret blogs. lol). Joseph came late at like 3 min b4 svc n just pop out on the camera, win lol :( i could have been owned, that was close la... Ehh svc was smooth ya, but there were things to iron out. Which is good, becuz if im doing, they probably wouldnt have... so yea learning for the future ftw :)
Managed to celebrate some bdays heh. Thanked cassandra n dennis for serving.(ok i meant saying bye) Received a card from sz eyin for her nz trip. Then went to svc w my bro, gwyn and my bro friend. yup nice nice......... saw grace n jon after svc lol, even managed to catch bel at the publicity booth 4 the camp (using our photos mind u, hahaha). then i went to crash rehearsal, haha i love going 4 rehearsals so its fine :) N i gotta wait for my parents 4 dinner anyway so... waved hi to joy in prac, saw many crashers too like ray n lem. lolx holidays i guess =) Taught nat cam 1 man pac, wanted her to watch my shots but she ended up "slacking" instead, well my fault for not telling her properly :X Gave up, decided to play with the camera myself instead hehe :P ok ok rehearsal ended all good. Waved bye to lisa b4 proceeding to slack at the same table i was slacking in b4 spd with tech people. Saw jon sis, said hi. After that saw Ryan, amanda n family going for 7 too! Said hi. lolx i seen so many cell people today... ohh well. Then the choir people were out, yup jared n flan suggested watching movie, which i tink is highly random :X Anyway i couldn't becuz got family dinner... waved bye to more random people on the way out b4 getting a free lift to cs. Had dinner. full family attendace. then home. dinner was bad tho :(
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And that is sunday for me. Super busy. All over the place. Its like diff timing diff group of people, maybe im not used to saying hi to so many people in a day!! hahaha just look at the number of names man... haha putting them down so that at least one day i can recall how my sundays were like =)
Ohh ya sch start. Sch lor. liddat. dun get owned too bad. Be good boi. Not imba anymore :( ok relatively unimba... heh
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