Its time for a new patch !!!

Heh heh heh its monday again !!! a.k.a last day of holidays. lol. Yup Yup. Went out yesterday !!! Haha ... ok saturday too. To pitstop lol, yup yup till 1 am. Reached home at 3.30 after supper lol. The niterider is a pain to wait! zzzzz. Anyway we played mostly taboo lol.
Err yup =)

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Anyway juz realised yesterday that its the 10th anniversary of "XtraXtraXtra" !! Yup listening to ff7 music on youtube oso brings me back to the time when it all began, lol. (ok that was random, i was juz bored. ) Lol 10 yrs, lol .......................... Still so little changed, the more i think about it, the more i realised that nothing really happened, it is like a wasted 10 yrs ya ? Crap I thought it would only take about 5 years to "unpatch" myself, but heck, its taking forever zzzzz. Kept thinking i was making progress, but on recent reflection, nope. Nothing. Its been fun, but getting irrelevant. Still emo, still sian, still bored, still lifeless. So ???? nothing loh :X

Its all juz a repeat, all too familiar, i noe, it happened b4, I couldn't change myself, always felt im very close, but feelings r always deceiving. Its amazing how in 10 yrs, so many "exterior" things change, but the "interior" .... haiz.

Now im moving on to young adulthood, "XtraXtraXtra" ver 1.0 to 1.xx (ok i only rmb v1.0, and no, i dun keep patch notes :P ) is getting obselete. Yup nid something more powerful, a stronger version of Xtra to counter. I must fite on, i will come out .... xtra?? it could be another 10 yrs of pointless "patching" , but i will enjoy the fighting anyway. So here comes v2.0. lol finally ...

I live for noone. Nobody controls my destiny, no1 has the right to. This life God has given me, others have no hold over it. It belongs to me and Him only. It is in my utmost desire to mind my own business, im washing my hands off, taking a back seat, and watching things go by me. Never again will it bother me, i am the true xtraxtraxtra now. Only a total clean cut will work, i have to be complete in everything i do, its all or nothing, it always has been. Fully me, fully xtra. dunnoe , dun care , is dead. Its time for whatever, anything. Until then, i will strive to give the best i can, to bless others, within these boundaries :) - XtraXtraXtra 2.0

Finally done, is there really no other solution, must it really come to this ???

Disclaimer : You (the reader) r NOT supposed to understand what in the world im talking about, im trying to confuse u, so dun try, but no1 reads this blog anyway!! winz

Ok im done. Out :):):)

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