cannot ....

i tried to typed a happier post. I started with "yay" and then i got stuck. lol.

Went for cell today! ya was asked to share something 'bad' that happened this week and how u managed to give thanks in spite of it. But i can't think of anything bad ... I mean wad bad can happen to some1 who does not feel anything like me. Something bad happened?? Just say 'anything', have a good sleep and u can't rmb it tmr!!! c its so easy haha.

Anyway life has been going on 4 me. Liddat lor start school. Still serving in ministry. Still going out once in a while. Still trying to study. Still trying to play my game. I mean what ? zzzzzzzzzzz sian.
Yup but life still goes on. And on.

Thanks every1 once again for being a friend. Players, cell, tech. For juz being around. For even talking nonsense blah blah. I mean i really appreciate the fact that i have such wonderful friends all around. I think im really blessed in life, definitely i didn't earn all those. Sad i can only say it in a blog that no1 reads ...

Its really painful to see some1 grow cold. or growing 4 that matter. Feels like part of me is being torn away. and u cant do a dam thing about it but watch. So bloody helpless lah ... zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Haiz i need to learn, i really need to. Humble me once again, that i might learn to learn once again.

Ahhhh. really, really, really.

[Be joyful always]