I still choose to love my sundays.

Hi its monday again. Another week of sch ... ok thats not the point.

Anyway sunday. yea sunday. The best day of the week... i refuse to believe that its not. Yup failed to wake up on time for cell. didn't join cell for lunch oso. lol but managed to eat astons b4 serving for 3 pm. Did cam 5 haha :) Then went for t^3. lol exam period almost no1 there, and i was the most junior there lol. haha liddat oso can lah. Anyway went to the library after that. "Studied" until 7.30. Went for dinner. Then go challenger buy a 72 dollars laptop cooler. Followed by starbucks and then mac. Walk to opp 201 bus stop there and took 291 home. lol and sunday ends.

Sometimes i really dunnoe. Sometimes i know but dunnoe how to say it. Sometimes i know but i dun know how to teach it. Sometimes i choose not to noe. Sometimes i wish i didn't noe. Sometimes i do not want to noe. And of course sometimes i want to know. Ain't life confusing?? a big mess u say ...

Haiz anyway sunday is the best day of the week!! There's nothing like having a tough week in school and then seeing my team people all rdy to serve God ! Yup its always so encouraging when people turn up in tech. It makes my week haha =). Reminds me y im still here, reminds me of the commitment i made towards Him, reminds me that He still loves me, reminds me that "hey im not alone". There's nothing like waking up and knowing that u gonna spend the day in His house. There's nothing like going to cell and hearing people share their lives. There's nothing like juz spending the day just recharging. Laughing, smiling, fellowshipping. All these make my week, knowing that im indeed blessed.

Yet all these can be lost. all too easily it may all disapear .........

Rubbish. How can that ever be a waste. Am i being too sure ?? Or am i juz trying too hard to live in my world ??? What if it all fail. Am i just wasting my time ? Do i really noe what to do ??
zzz I dun really noe. Crap i dun even have the full picture. All i noe is that i cannot do nothing. I will try to best the very best of my ability. Even 1 % chance of it being better is worth it. It really is.

Is that not enough ??? What else do u want really ????

[Life is like upgrading, no control over success or fail. But can always try again.]