Another normal post!

Ok i will try again.... normal post lol

Haha i went to minds on sat nite with eug , em, lin and jia. Ok lah after i come back from the retreat den start to plan liao. I so miss going out lah. I miss watching movies even more. (MY TERMINATOZ and NITEZ @ E MUSEM. dun tink i will watch it :( ) Its the "my holidays have finally started" feel. We played Coda mostly. Its really scary playing with people who analyse wad u say and ur actions lah. I only analyse the numbers, dun like to think so much. But im quite lucky with guessing random numbers, /roll ftw!!
Yup reached home at 3. Took the niterider, its em firz time taking that lah. lol. Anyway i got home and watch house and history channel. Finally felt sleepy enuff at 5.

As expected i failed to wake up on time for cell. Ok if i can teleport i will still be late lah. Was comptemplating whether i should go since im so late liao. Then amelia msg me "You are late!". Since im technically late, i cannot be "never" anymore. Better late then nv lol. So juz go lor.
Haha i reached there at 12, im so getting banned soon. Jon led the msg on the fruits of the spirit. I shared smthin about joy and trapped myself lol, i dun have the vocab to describe it. Too numb to rmb anything liao haha :)
Yea went for cell lunch at kaki bukit. Ate abalone 4 the firz time i think, stuffed inside the xiao long bao. Zzz horrible taste, its really raw lah. Must be low quality one hahaha. Then went for 3 pm serving ( typo : its service :P ) after that. eug join too. I thought the last part was quite ministering ya. Anyway after service i saw my bro, so i went home with him lor. I went to cold storage firz while my bro led the blind man to his bus stop. Then we went shopping after that. Yup for groceries lol, for our dinner hahaha. Decided on making our own sandwiches, not bad haha. Err started packing for camp after that. I hate packing lah. So i anyohow, havent finish yet, will pack evrything tmr.

Its NOT spdlite camp!!! Reflex i keep saying spdlite camp lah. Its faith camp/ spdreachlite camp. Ya another camp, 4 days to give unto Him. How nice =)

I tink im afraid of disappointment. Maybe thats y i like to run away. Better never than disappointed. (ok wad i juz said seems to suggest smthing that im not suggesting zzzz, so i shall clarify ) . Ok wad i mean is that im so afraid of dissapointment that everything is ok to me (according to jia haha). Everything is fine, anything is ok with me, nothing is fine with me too. You c, if nothing, anything and everything is ok with u, how r u gonna be disappointed?? In any way?? about wad when u have no benchmark the firz place. Haha i guess im juz trying real hard to make my life simple, so that i will be happier, or should i say, not so emo hehe. Think im fine with it, which in itself is contradicting. But im fine with it, i dun c y i should "copy" evry1 else, im not a fan of "cookie-cutters" anyway, lol :)

Hope that wasn't too confusing, and that this post is still "normal" enuff. Lastly, have a blessed week every1!

[ I shall try to have fun in camp again ]