Ok i be honest

Ok since no1 reads this blog is shall attempt to treat it like a 'diary' and be honest lol.
ya... suddenly got this dark gloomy feel......

Ok fine. i hate this stage of my life now....
It hit me today that i hate this stage of life.... this is the phase of life i nv want to go thru. Ever since i was 13 i was afraid i will reach this point of my life. I wanna run away, i dun wanna work. I dun want to lose my friends, i dun wanna live life like a robot. i used to tell myself . Life is dumb, growing up is stupid, i hope i wont reach this stage of my life. i hope............. i oso knew it will nv happen, that one day reality will hit me, just one day.. and i think it just did.. haiz being a young adult sux, seriously, i nv liked it. has its little perks, but i do not want those.....

Ohh well, reality always wins. yup i like to adapt tho, take this as a challenge and try to enjoy the process, that sounds kinda fun. haha.

Yup, im running out of words, dunnoe how to put it down. i shall talk random nonsense now. I think i finally did it. but i think im too late. ohh well life makes fun of u. thats the fun thing about it. If u can take the joke of cuz :P Haha im seriously confused now. I dun even noe wad i really wanna do in life. I sometimes don't c the point. haiz

All i noe is wad i like. I oso noe of His goodness. I noe i like engineering since young. I noe i cant do anything else. I noe i like going church. I noe i like serving in tech. I noe i like meeting my friends. I noe that my friends are precious. I noe that life is too short to waste it. I noe we are all loved by Him. I noe that His love covers everything. I noe that im very blessed in life. I noe that one should not want in life but stay focused. I noe that life is about giving. I noe that He is more than enuff 4 me, there is nothing more i want in life than Him...

Many other things i do not noe, and i choose not to noe........

Ohh grant me to strength to walk this road u laid down for me. Ohh give me the wisdom on how i should do it. Ohh give me Your spirit that i might do it the way u want me to.

Im feeling tired again. N i have to study..... ya lor. Getting more tired and confused juz thinking about it. ohh well. back to mugging mode!

Have a nice day :):):):):):)

[Normal is overrated. lol]