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haha thx to all who celebrated my birthday on sunday!! haha. yup yup u all make my day! yea wad else can i say but add more :):):):):):):)

ok im bored. Ya i noe i shld be studying. Ok la did my assignment tired liao. Then go fb and chk blog feel awake again lol. now gonna type this and slp!

Actually i run out of things to type already. But since im not slpy i shall add some random filler!!!

Ya since im 3 weeks to my exam i shall share a random flashback in my sec school days! haha....

Ok it all happened one fine day when my maths teacher sent me to the office for defiance (yes u r reading rite, thats me) for not telling him where i was last afternoon after 'grilling' me for like 10 min ( i was outside the classroom with him and the whole class was inside waiting) , nope he must be dreaming, y shld i tell him, y shld i lose my honor (im the true "knight" class after all, only 2 people noe wad im talking about). Nope no way, u can send me to the office, afterall havent really been there much during my stay in sch. Yup so off i go to the office escorted by the head prefect, lol, she asked me y, guessed wad i said (think u can guess).
"Nothing lar." lol some things nv change hahaha.....
Moving on i went to the office. In my mind i was still thinking its nothing serious lar, what can happen at most write form lor. Yup that wasn't the point they actually made me go for some counselling, seriously how im not compelled to say wad.
Haha the counsellor started with some random story about getting lost somewhere, then u cross mountain cross river (not the exact words but the idea is there), finally u reach a marshland then u c a house, what do u do?? (filler: apparently the school noes that im underperforming horribly, their 3rd student in the batch [in terms of PSLE marks] getting red marks all over his papers isn't something that u wont notice i guess, plus with all the complaints from my mom)

Ok back to the story, like im not dumb i noe wad he is wants to say lah. Basically he tell me, u will run there rite?? Yup he told me that u r there now, looking at the house ( i was sec 4 think a few months to O or smthin) , so u shld try and run... haha i think to myself.....

"What a weak story, think i dumb izzit, this kind of thing i dunnoe, tell me for what? If i want to study no nid u to tell me. But its precisely becuz i dun wanna study, becuz i choose not to, i tell myself dun want, so ur story = invalid. nope its not working at all bye."

Juz stoned there and "ah". So he continue on and started to talk about the future, something i do not want to hear about. Start telling me how if u cannot pass ur O's come out cannot do anything. Then go on and tell me that if u at least can get into poly or ite at least graduate go out work earn 1800 to 2000 den its not so bad. He went further and said that even if get a diploma u go out work ur pay increase very little. He said for example if diploma get 3 yrs headstart from degree the degree grad come out within a short time will catch up and his pay will increase even faster. Then he asked me if u understand the value of education now. I think to myself.....

"Ya la, Ya la, evrytime hear this kind of thing zzzzz. sian liao. What diploma wad degree, i dun care lar, zzz everything also money, eventually also have to work, dam stupid. For what so dumb. Anyway gone liao lah, already spoil everything liao, i destroyed everything, wad to do. I hate studying, i dun want to study, it is so stupid and a total waste of time. Whateva happens just have to live with it lor. Come to this stage...bo bian. Haaa what degree?? think far away sia. lol must be dreaming. Me?? degree??!!! after all the nonsense in school.. still dare to think of that ar? SIAO!! too late liao!!!! Maybe last time will think of such things, but now, cannot liao....."
I basically switched off my brain after that and cant rmb anything after that............

The rest they say, is history. Fast forward another 6++ years, im 3 weeks from my exam lol. What else can i say but its only through Him that is possible :)

Remember, what u want u will nv get. what u do not want u may get. what u sincerely hope not to get will get thrown at ur face. lol. Ya i want nothing. hehe :P

Once again, blessed day and week daniel :)

[ Thank you all =) ]